The Gants

Ode to the farm...

2011-12-13T14:25:00.000-08:00

Our family is lucky enough to have this beautiful, peaceful place to retreat every now and then. My parents' farm is just that.....Peace. There is always something to do outside, either a pool to swim or horses to go and pet. This picture was the front of my Christmas card this year and in my mind captures the peace of this place.

My kids and my nephews LOVE to visit and we have big morning walks/runs down the driveway and back up again. "We go runnin....." as the twins like to say. It's the perfect energy absorber, even in this crisp weather we're having now. Davis and his precious underbite is every bit of boy. He tests us most of the time, but we are working on this one. If he weren't so stinkin' cute, ugh...he might just get by with everything!
My Henley "bug" -- goodness is she growing up fast. Her hair has doubled or tripled in length and she is talking up a storm. She has a BIG personality, but sweet as she could be. I love her to pieces!
The cousins decided to have a leaf fight with the mulched leaves one afternoon...mulched leaves = mess, BTW.
Oh but who could stop this fun? They had a ball...of course, all started by Jay.

Davis with leaves in his hair and hands...looking for his next victim (actually probably looking for Jay...he just wants to be like the BIG boys)
And the final product...Miss Priss with mulch in her hair! haha... Oh those eyes. They tell a story and I love every word. My girl...

Thanksgiving and the ROLLLLLLLL TIDE!

2011-11-26T13:11:00.000-08:00

I probably said this 2 years ago, BUT...Thanksgiving at the beach is the best idea ever! We had a wonderful time with Billy's family. Davis and Gant are "in love," of course Gant is almost 6! We all know Davis just wants to be 6 so badly. Please excuse Gant's loose tooth, it actually was pulled (by myself-and hanging on by one string) on our last night! The beach could not have been more perfect. It was unbelievable weather...73 during the day, 50's at night. Ahhh, so thankful.

Thanksgiving morning doesn't get better than a mimosa and the beach with 2 yr olds...oh my, what great memories! and Happy Thanksgiving!

Cousins on the beach... minus Anne Claire, she was napping, but I'm sure will catch up next year. She is a DOLL, but well on her way to getting in the "mix."

Dada and "Henny," or "Princess Henley" whatever mood you catch her in... too cute this girl... We've been told she has the personality of 4...and don't take that the wrong way.. She is just FULL of it. A mess!

Don't eat the shells baby boy!!!

Oh...finally got it, don't eat shells!

These are my precious nephews! Gant and Reid
And finally Baby girl.... although she looks distraught, she had a BLAST. Her last comment on our last night was "Beach makes Henny happy."

Mouths of babes.... yes Ma'am...Beach makes "HAPPY"

oh....and ROLLLLLLLL TIDE!

A "Pun-gen Match" Birthday

2011-10-30T19:48:00.000-07:00

Since I had to miss Jay and Wil's real birthday party, we decided we would do a very relaxed family party at the farm. The twins loved the pumpkin patch so much last weekend, we decided on another pumpkin patch/pumpkin painting party. Of course, Henley was the only one painting (btw... kids were in costumes and excuse the lack of bloomers on Henley).
Wil...Sock Monkey style...
Grandy made the boys' day with lots of chasing and running in the field. Keep Grandy's hat was the game and there were lots of screams and laughs...mainly by the older boys. Oh how Davis longed to keep up! He got "picked" for a Grandy hug.
This picture is so funny b/c it looks so staged, but Dad (Grandy) was actually just trying to catch his breath during the "keep away" game with the boys. We are in to AARP days btw... It's funny, but he could be the Marlboro Man advertisement next month. Anyone who knows my father, KNOWS he did not pose for this picture (but it's great in my opinion)!
Aunt "Ashy" and Henley bonded over the painting -- the only ones interested in the art might I add. Henny loves some art/music/and dancing.
Davis and Nonni...
As the twins say (with great excitement/screaming)...a "PUN-GEN MATCH"
An idyllic day on the farm...pretty fall. I love the way the sun hits in the afternoon right now. I was so thankful for a family-filled day of fun.
PUN-GEN MATCH!!!!!

Fall

2011-10-23T19:16:00.000-07:00

Well, hellllooooo. What a busy fall it has been. School has gotten the best of me, and the twins have had the rest.. whew! We had such a great family date day today: pumpkin patch style. It was a good time had by all. Hayrides, pumpkins, and a petting zoo.

When I saw it, I knew it was "our" pumpkin. In my mind, it is my last year to actually have a say in the pumpkin we get AND I loved this one. Quirky...sure, but how cool? Of course, I talked/persuaded the babies to adore it, therefore we got it. Haha...I love this age! Billy's exact quote was "You know people are going to stop us and say..'you know you could have picked whatever pumpkin you wanted, right?" for the record...we did receive a complement on our "cool" pumpkin on the way out.

Crazy babies + pumpkin patch = long nap!
Billy explaining the barnyard animals... might I say, He might just be the best Dad I know.

Loved this picture of "Dabis" and the Llama.

Good family memories... Sorry for the delay in updates, BUT I do have many excuses. Much love to all.... and Happy fall!

Closer to the End

2011-08-01T11:32:00.000-07:00

Well, it's been a great summer, filled with visits with friends, trips, and family time. I am embarrassed to say, I've been lazy on the picture taking -- I haven't taken many and the ones I have taken are very poorly thought out. BUT, I don't feel too bad because I made a point to enjoy my summer and my time at home. Since our beach trip, we took at trip to Waverly, AL. Billy played on the "big stage," opening up for Patterson Hood (one of our favs). Of course, this included a stay with some of my best friends -- the Andersons, and it did not disappoint. The first picture is one of my favorite parts of the little town of Waverly. The street sign on Old 280...stating simply...

I love Waverly for many reasons (probably mainly because Marty lives there), but the town is quaint and fun. If you ever get a chance to visit, they have quite a few little festivals throughout the year and music on the main stage... this is Billy Gant playing the show. He was great -- very impressed! and I think he enjoyed getting to play his originals for once. It was a good time had by all.

The Andersons...enjoying the show. Thanks for hosting us! xo

Next trip was to Dothan for little Miss Anne Claire's 1st Birthday! What a doll she is!!! I just love her to pieces, and it's not hard because she has the prettiest blue eyes and petite little self...I could just eat her. Not to mention...she is the last of the babies for the Gant side of our family :-) She really loved her birthday cake!

Anne Claire just happens to be Henley's only girl cousin (to date)...so we tend to go a little overboard when they are together (hence no pictures of the boy cousins!) We just want them to be best friends, and it looks like they are one their way. AC is telling secrets already! (with matching bows!)

And, of course, they shared in making a little tea, with AC's new tea set she received for her birthday. Henley was showing her the ropes...the girl loves to make some tea with her own tea set at home.

Next, since Aunt Martha is such a good thinker...she called and we planned a very impromptu, quick trip to the Wickles lake cabin on Lake Martin. Just a little over an hour and we were there, just the girls and the twins on the lake. We had a very successful overnight trip and a great visit. I was again lazy with the camera, but managed to capture Marty being the best friend a girl could have (which was parked mind you -- we're not that good!)

The twins' new thing is getting naked... It mainly is Davis who takes his diaper off (ALL THE TIME), but I did manage to get this pretty funny pic before the nakedness occurred. He looks very Christmas Vacation to me...just good ole fashion summer time laziness. Henley was at the lake, but my laziness and her nakedness = no pics of her.

A long time coming -- my parents invited the Gants up to Gadsden to visit. We finally set a date and both sets of Grandparents spent the weekend together at the farm. It was happiness overload for the babies! We had such a great time, swimming in the pool, eating, visiting, and seeing the horses. Henley and her Nonni spent some time in the new pool...

The Gants come to the farm... Everybody was excited to go see the horses (after our nap, of course).

Gigi looked like she knew exactly what she was doing on General.

Davis has longed to get a chance to ride, since seeing his cousin Jay ride on our last visit. He finally got his chance. This boy just wants to be 6 yrs old so badly!!!
Lastly, I have taken many years off from riding, and frankly it scares me a little to start back, but I have missed it so... It was a joy to be on a horse (some of you probably find that hard to believe coming from me). I have always LOVED horses...it's just, I'm not that good on one! I try though and I do love it. Hopefully more rides in the future.
One more visit with great friends this weekend, and then it's back to school for me and the kids. They start a new pre-school at the JCC this year and I start with a new principal. We are looking forward to the "new" in our life. I'll keep you posted (and please keep us in your prayers) on our Fall...

Summer and the BEACH!

2011-06-21T16:11:00.001-07:00

Well, I am not so happy with the old Photobucket, because it keeps knocking my pictures off of old posts, so I'm going back to the small pictures for now. I'll figure it out soon...

Ahhhhhhhh, summer finally got here! I took a little break from the blog and I have so many pictures to share, but I might have to play catch up later. For now, we enjoyed almost 2 weeks at the beach for the kickoff to summer. Of course they were both scared of pools and the beach at first, but by the end Davis had really come to love both. Henley was another story... the "Diva" was not a big fan of sand. She lasted on the beach as long as her snack did.

They are both growing so fast these days. Henley has started to sing everything and loves her new "joke" "What color is this?" she says... they says, "it grween" and then answers herself, "nooooooo, it not grween, it's ______________" She will insert the correct color.

Davis is not as understandable with his babble, but he is coming along. He just won't sit still enough to talk. He is ALL BOY. We've had to punish him a little more than Henley, but it seems like he's learning his lessons. It's now Henley getting Time Out this week.

This might be the sweetest little pic of Henley. She's wearing a dress of mine from the 70's! Vintage!
Miss thing ready for the kiddie pool at Caribe... I'm pretty sure she knew she looked cute!
Sweet picture of Billy and the babies. Destin with just our little family was beautiful. Our first real Family vacation was a success!
This is my precious (sometimes) boy saying "cheese" He is all boy and I love it. I realize how lucky and blessed I am to have these two very different babies. They are just a joy right now and I'm loving being with them this summer.

Catch Up

2011-05-09T18:19:00.000-07:00

We have been super busy this spring... Just wanted to show a few pictures from our Mother's Day pool party! My parents decided to make the plunge and put a pool in at their house. We are all very excited (with the exception of Dad -- who might have to be the "pool boy"). It was a great day filled with family and fun.

The babies have grown so much! Davis is all boy, but boy does he love to look cool in his sunglasses! He would not take them off.
They are finally starting to get "say cheese" and you can tell by these two pictures.
Henley got a hold of a bowl of cheese PUFFS...her new favorite food as you can see...

The last two pictures were compliments of Billy and his photography skills. He used another setting, but I think they look great. One day, I will learn more about my camera... one day.

Hopefully I can start posting more once I'm out of school. We are on the countdown now -- 1.5 weeks left!!! Look out BEACH...

Rammer Jammer

2011-04-29T18:01:00.000-07:00

I just love my state and especially my alma mater..... Rammer Jammer. What a resilient state.

A new normal

2011-04-10T18:53:00.000-07:00

Family is something I hold so dear, even with the disagreements, fights, etc. They are the people you can count on, no matter what happens. It really is such a special and comforting realization when you need "it." The past few weeks have rocked my family to it's core. Although, on some level we all are not shocked, but the actual facts coming true is so much harder than the "wondering."

After many talks and hashing through details and feelings, we have come to a really cool realization....although it IS a tragedy in many eyes; in the end, it IS a blessing.

When one becomes aware of the presence of the Holy Spirit in his/her life, I believe a clarity comes with it. What a blessing it is to see a tragedy as a blessing -- to see good, in the midst of evil. Thank you Lord.

Tonight I pray for my own little family, as well as my extended family and my precious friends, (who are my chosen family).

No one is immune from the struggle we all face as humans. Tonight my prayer is that everyone feels the presence of the Holy Spirit in their own life as well. What a treasure it is when we are blessed enough to recognize it.

Please continue to pray for clarity and understanding. Love to all....

Spring Break '11

2011-03-18T17:58:00.001-07:00

Oh what a fun week it has been! It started with the babies and Billy taking a trip to visit his family in Dothan...and yes, that left me taking a trip to visit Marty in Waverly. We had such a nice visit and I felt renewed when I returned. The rest of this week has been spent being a stay-at-home mom and I have really enjoyed every second! We've had a couple of playdates, trips to the park, a family morning at the zoo, haircuts, and of course, a trip to the doctor.

The babies have seem to have hit a huge growth spurt, not only in size, but vocabulary and just all around awareness. It is so fun to watch, but a little sad to realize the "baby" in them is slipping away.

A huge milestone has been the switch from constant backyardigans and yo gabba gabba to Movies! Yeah for Up and Toy Story!
Another huge milestone is playing together --- oh yes! It is all worth it now with the twins. Of course, they have their fights, but for the most part, it has become a built in playmate. The got in a wrestling match last night (of course, I was there to be referee).
They were so tickled with each other and it was quite funny to see little Henley take the lead sometimes. They are just too cute and I know I have said it before, but this is just my favorite age so far!

Looking forward to our summer together. Much love to all...

Normal Day

2011-03-01T19:15:00.000-08:00

Normal, Everyday Pictures...

One blog I follow ( www.enjoyingthesmallthings.blogspot.com) is such a great inspiration to me on some days. Of course, not every entry she writes is life-changing, but a few have resonated with me, and more importantly, stayed with me. I think about something she wrote about long ago...a poem..

Normal day, let me be aware of the treasure you are. Let me learn from you, love you, bless you before you depart. Let me not pass you by in quest of some rare and perfect tomorrow. Let me hold you while I may, for it may not always be so. One day, I shall dig my nails into the earth, or bury my face in the pillow, or stretch myself taut, or raise my hands to the sky and want, more than all the world, your return."

"Anonymous"

Today -- March 1st, 2011 was a dull-normal day, starting with an early alarm, a rushed Tuesday morning, with sick babies. A day at school, with no life changing breakthrough and a lot of mind-numbing, repetitive behavior control. A stop at the grocery store turned into FINALLY getting home to my babies. My sick babies... I held one, while the other pawed and whined for me. I cooked dinner and then their bath... And THEN I stopped and thought to myself... STOP!...and enjoy. So, we did. We sat and cuddled and sang and danced, we watched the movie "UP" (best movie ever btw) and Henley said her first Rollllll Tide!

As with anyone else, I dream of tomorrow, of some perfect and realized dream in the future. Reality is -- it's HERE! Cliche, I know, but so true.

I stopped and I enjoyed, and I thank God for my normal day. What a treasure it was...

Say "Cheeeeese"

2011-02-09T17:42:00.000-08:00

Mom and I noticed that Henley was putting objects up to her eye and saying "cheese!" We do not say or do this at home with the camera, and her teachers at school say it's not done there either? So....we are left with the mystery of where she picked it up. Regardless, we have tested her new "say cheese" trick and she does not disappoint!

First of all, I warned you in the last post -- her teeth are "a little" askew because of her love affair with the pacifier. Of course, being her proud parents, Billy and I think it is probably the absolute cutest thing we (or anyone else) have EVER seen.

This little girl is too funny -- such a personality. Say "Cheeeeeese!"

Oh Random January

2011-02-06T13:12:00.001-08:00

As always, January has been quiet and nice, except for the ice storms! I wanted to post a few pictures from the month. The babies are just beyond cute right now. Henley is repeating EVERYTHING and Davis is still very busy, only stopping to talk about trucks or trains. They could not be any more typical boy and girl. She gravitates to anything pink or any babydoll, while he only cares for balls, trucks and "choo choos." How precious they are though -- little sponges soaking up the world around them.

Below is at Nonni's house...the dog crate provides endless (and dirty) entertainment. But hey, whatever works, huh? It is a little out of focus, but for once I got them both smiling at the camera. Rare in our world!

We have heard -- "if you can make it to 2 years with twins, you're golden" I think they have a built in playmate and just entertain each other. Well, with 2 yrs old approaching, we are really starting to reap the benefits of twins. Whew....I thought we'd never get here, but I do see it. I thought I would show a few action shots of the mutual entertaining we are seeing. (Excuse Henley with no PJs...we were getting to it!)
As you can see, Davis is a little bigger/stronger and tends to dominate the wrestling matches, but she is actually starting to hold her own now. We still have to referee of course!
My next post will be about Henley's new say "cheese" and the smile that comes with it....but before I show you those teeth, I thought I would show the culprit. She is completely obsessed with the pacifier. She usually has 2 or 3 with her at all times. I will start limiting her paci time when we hit 2 yrs old....but Oh the love affair. It will be some sad times ahead for the girl. Also out of focus, but we often catch her with 2 pacis in her mouth! Funny girl....
Finally, my dear Meme has recently suffered another stroke and is currently in rehab. We went to visit her on Saturday morning. She looked great and we're so hopeful for the future. I love her dearly -- what a woman. I'm so glad we got to visit with her! I think she looks great...
Well, Happy February.....one step closer to spring y'all!

Much love to all.........

1.1.11

2010-12-31T16:29:00.000-08:00

In being true to mine own self, I just learned the first day of our new year had the numbers 1.1.11. I think it is a sign of good things to come this year (or so, I hope). The end of a year always makes one reminisce about the year past...this past year has been...amazing to watch the babies grow and learn; this year has been...hard to figure out and continue to juggle work and kids and home; this year has been...sad to see the passing of a dear friend's mother; this year has been...humbling to know we ARE now becoming THAT age; this year has been...fun to spend so many great times with my dearest friends. I could go on, but I think the point is....I'm thankful at the end of 2010.

And with 2011 started, here are some pictures of my "grown" babies the other night after their bath. Oh what a difference a year makes!

Davis is WILD, to say the least. Henley is such a girl, loving anything pink and anything to do with babies. They are saying new things every day. Henley loves to try and mimic the "dancydances" on Yo Gabba Gabba and she's starting to try and sing as well. Davis is just running into walls and jumping off of furniture.

We are loving every minute of this age. In fact, Billy said just the other night..."I think this is my favorite age so far." We shall see I suppose...love to all!

A big weekend

2010-11-02T14:38:00.000-07:00

We started this weekend with a BIG first. It was Davis's first haircut. I wrestled with the idea, but we wanted to get some good pictures this weekend, so I decided he needed a little "cleaning up." It is very special because one of my best friends is also our family hairdresser! Chris was so excited about the first cut and we made a big production.

As you can see even with Chris's professionalism, Davis was just not sure about all this haircut business. We put him on the booster chair by himself, smock on and Chris started to cut. It didn't take long until Davis went into complete meltdown mode.

Still looking pretty together....BUT this is how we ended up. Pretty devastating, but Oh SO cute! He looks so much better... and thanks to Chris's suggestion -- I have the first lock of hair in an envelope. Thanks Chris for always remembering the little things! The best hairdresser and friend!!!

The next day, we dressed in our Halloween best and left for Dothan and the Peanut Festival. It was my first and of course, the babies' first festival as well. We had planned it with Billy's family back in the summer and the Gant Family was too excited about showing us the very special, near and dear to their heart....Peanut Festival! Apparently, it is BIG time down in Dothan.

Henley was the belle of the ball! She loves a good festival and just kept walking through the rides waving and saying "heeeeey." I believe she thought everyone came to see her. It was so funny and just too cute.

We even got to pet a Brahma bull. I always thought they were inherently mean, but we were informed by our little "guide," that is just a myth. They were actually really pretty animals.

This was again Miss Henley waving to some festival folks... too funny.
The next day, we decided we might get a Christmas card picture, so we dressed the kids and took them to the botanical gardens. FYI: there is just about NO way to get a decent picture of these two. They are always going different directions, in different moods, etc. Ugh! so frustrating...

I did get some good single shots though.

Davis's new thing -- "Throw your hands UP!"

This was about as good as it got for them together! Don't be surprised if you see it on your card this Christmas.

It was such a fun weekend -- we will definitely be back for an annual visit to the Peanut festival each year.

Welcome Back Henley

2010-10-20T14:37:00.000-07:00

First of all I have to take a moment and brag on my girl. I mean just look at that skin and hair? I would die for some olive skin and brown hair. Thanks to my Dad and Ashley, my dream came true for Henley. In the hospital, I remember saying -- "Who knew, I would have a brown baby?" Davis is going to be mighty jealous of that skin later in life! This girl loves to brush those mess of teeth she has (now that is another story and compliments of her much-loved pacifier!) yikes. Um, yeah, those are her real eyelashes as well. I mean...really? They touch her eyebrows!

Not only is she gorgeous, she is SUCH a girl in every way. Her mannerisms and everything the child does screams G-I-R-L. It's really fun to see the difference in them because lord knows, they are completely different. The next two poses just go to show the girl in her. These were taken up at the cabin...what a fun family trip (really our first together).

This next one is out of focus but she is too cute when she's tickled. That smile is priceless! Please ignore me (and my bra strap) -- the focus is on the babies! PLEASE!
This is my girl with her "baby" and it's stroller. She is usually toting her cell phone and purse in hand as well. The "witching hour" was upon us at this point and they were having a grand time running through the house. How cute is that face?
As I said before, this is such a fun time with the babies. Henley is hitting all her milestones as well, saying: dog, horse, duck, car, counting the number 2 and also Mama and Dada (I forgot to mention Davis is saying it too!) She loves to visit the neighbors' dogs everyday and generally loves to relax. It's hard to pull her from her books and Yo Gabba Gabba these days.

Like Davis, she is the light of our lives! Love my little girl....

Welcome Back Davis

2010-10-20T04:30:00.000-07:00

We have taken an unwanted break from blogging because our laptop was stolen a couple of weeks ago, but I'm glad to announce....We're BACK! I didn't want to upload too many pictures the first time, so I'm focusing on Davis this time.

I feel like I've said this since at least 12 mo, but this is by far, my favorite time with the babies. They are just precious and learning so much, so fast. Davis says many words, but mostly -- "O.K., dog, cookie, cracker, juice, duck, car, truck," etc... He is everywhere, all the time -- ALL boy! There are not many times to get good shots of him except the other day he decided not to take a nap, so it provided me a time with just him to do a photoshoot. He is our precious boy...just look.

Henley is next -- just wait! Goodness is she ever a doll...

A family affair

2010-09-08T16:44:00.001-07:00

Billy's friend, Mike, owns a little BBQ place named Saw's. It's in Homewood and if I dare say, the best BBQ I've ever had! Billy has started playing there for a couple of hours every Friday, so I thought this would be a perfect venue for the babies to see him play live for the first time. As you can see, Davis LOVED it!

Billy Gant's biggest fan right there...
This picture was just precious, the two munchkins taking in the "show"
Our friends, the Curtises' met us for dinner and it was a good ole family fun night! Of course, my two hardly ate anything, but what's new? I guess they're not big BBQ fans. They better step it up living in Alabama!

More to come on our Labor Day with the cousins....

Back to School

2010-08-16T19:33:00.001-07:00

So, ok, I know they aren't in "real" school yet, BUT I just had to dress them up for their first full day of daycare. I mean they did move up to the next class...isn't that something like growing up? Seriously, they are growing up WAY too fast. It is flying by, but we are soaking in every minute. Just look at this little girl on her way to "school" on Monday. Does is get any cuter?

Davis still had a little bed-head but just look at the precious coordinating outfits? Henley wore the pink pigs and Davis had a tractor pulling a prize, blue pig. I can't even put into words how cute they were.
When I showed him his outfit the night before, he just couldn't stop pointing at the pig and saying "dooog?!" and the tractor and saying "car-car." So we just let him believe it was a "car-car pulling a doooog." He was thrilled to say the least.
The day was great. Have I mentioned how much I LOVE their daycare? The ladies in the next class were waiting all year last year just to get my babies into their class. Needless to say, the teachers were waiting at the door on Monday AND thought the twins were just as precious as we did.
Davis was the mayor apparently...he not only refused to ride in the "bye-bye" cart, but he pushed everyone around 12 times. Non stop this one....whew.

Anyway, we are getting into our groove for the fall and I hoping for a smooth year ahead. My class at school seems good so far. Of course there are challenges, but who doesn't have challenges these days. I love my friends at school and love these babies at home. Life is Good right now.

Now if we could just get a small breeze outside....now, that would be NICE.

Just Because

2010-08-13T18:10:00.000-07:00

Just a couple of pictures from a trip to Nonni's house... Again, Davis and his sad, sad face! I mean how can you not feel sorry for the little guy? That lip can go even further than this, if you believe it!

And Miss Henley bug in Nonni's glasses. Such a mess...this girl!!! Oh, how she makes us laugh.

I have started school and made it through the first week! Not to wish my life away, but I am glad it's behind me. Whew. The babies start school on Monday... Stay tuned for some back-to-school blues. I have an outfit all picked out for back to school.

Our Newest Addition

2010-07-28T04:47:00.000-07:00

The Gant side of our family has some great news....On July 12th, Billy's sister, Amy, had a precious little girl. Her name is Anne Claire and she just completes their little family. We went this week and spent the day with the Underwoods and felt completely blessed to be surrounded by so many little ones.

Here are her first two, Gant (age 4) and Reid (age 15 mo)

This is about the best we could do for the group photo of the older cousins

I promise my two had a good time even though they look extremely unhappy in this picture! It was the end of the day, but it is great of the Underwoods.

Henley finally got her first GIRL cousin. The girls meet for the first time -- I love the way Anne Claire was looking up at her.
This is Miss Anne Claire Underwood -- pretty and perfect.
This picture doesn't really make sense, but I had to post it. Henley was being shy with the camera and debuted a new smile. So funny...this girl!
Well, the summer is coming to an end...it is sad, but I'm gearing up for another good school year. I have loved being home with the babies and look forward to another relaxing, trip-filled summer next year.

In the Groove

2010-07-14T05:37:00.000-07:00

Last summer was spent sitting in the house waiting for Billy to get home so I could go to the grocery or anywhere for that matter. I could NOT figure out how to get out of the house with two small babies. We grew used to our "tag-team" parenting style. But this summer, I'm happy to announce I have figured it out! I will say, it is much easier now that the babies are getting older (easier and harder at the same time). Below is my view as we are headed for our daily outings. Usually it consists of some sort of retail establishment, a friend's house here and there, or maybe a trip to Gadsden. It's so nice to not be banished to the house anymore -- yeah for us!

It's a good thing I'm not a stickler for rules, b/c with twins you have to break one here and there. Like below....I'm sure you have disregarded this one a time or two as well?

It ends up looking a little like this.... I put Henley in the basket because she is much less of a threat to jump. Little Missy is quite happy in the basket and she takes up less space and is usually covered in groceries by the end of the trip. She never complains though -- I think she likes breaking the rules too!

I'm pretty sure the store probably means NONE of "this" when they made the warnings. Oh well, what is a Mom to do when you have two?

Sorry for the lack of pictures. We have been on the road this summer and it's been grand! Billy and I have been on a few adult trips and we have also been with family...mainly all at the beach. I'm so thankful and lucky to be able to have this time in the summer to catch up with friends and family and just renew myself.

I have loved spending "normal" days with my babies too. Thank God for the "normal" day. I'm going to try and stay thankful for my "normal" work days when school starts as well. After all, we are so blessed to have jobs, much less our health and happiness. Here's to Summer.....loving every minute of it!

Summertime in the City

2010-06-24T15:08:00.001-07:00

One of my favorite things last summer was taking the twins on walks. We all loved it, BUT it seems like last summer was a lot cooler as well. We have not been out as much in our stroller this year, but the times we have, have been great. Oh how this view has changed in a year!

And OH how the fighting has begun between these two. If one baby is interested in something (a toy, bottle, parent, etc...) it gets the other one's attention and.....the fight begins! And yes, you heard me right, we are still on the bottle. I have taken it away except for one in the morning and one at night. Henley just loves that bottle -- I know I need to give it up, but it might be next week's battle.

This was just bothering for the sake of bothering. Davis LOVES to get a handful of Henley's hair and PULL, HARD! It is just not fair -- a) because he is bigger and b) because it HURTS! We have tried pulling his hair after he pulls hers and he's starting to get it, but wow these two are so different.

Oh but look at those faces! They are so fun and watching those different personalities grow together is something special. Even though we struggle with having two, I also can't imagine not having either one. They are dear souls....dear, but so different.

This is Davis waiting on some waffles. I love being able to relax and eat breakfast with them. It's so nice not to be putting on makeup, packing lunches all while throwing b'fast down their throats. ahhhh, summer.

Henley is always very intense when watching her "stories." The girl will stop in her tracks for an episode of Backyardagains. We try and limit her story intake some days, but the girl just lives for it. Maybe she'll have a great attention span? I know better, but what do you do?

We had our annual summer trip to my friend Kelli's house/pool. I have learned we need an outing everyday and this was a good one! It wore them out. Of course, we also wore Kelli out but she was a good sport. Have I mentioned how HOT it is this summer? Please ignore the sweat sheen only 5 min out of the pool. Ridiculous!

We have a few more trips on the horizon before the dreaded month of August. Boooo! But no need to think about that now....Summer is HERE!

School's out for SUMMER

2010-06-15T07:30:00.000-07:00

You know that feeling you got when it was the last day of school. How do you explain it? It's just the best feeling ever....freedom. Well, being a teacher allows me to have that feeling every year....still. It. Is. Awesome. This year was no different and I hit the ground running. Billy and I packed up and went to the beach with friends for Memorial Day. The babies stayed with his parents in Dothan. We had a blast! Then we came back only to turn around and head back to the beach with my family for an entire week. It has been such a much needed let down after a long school year. Here are some pictures from our week with the family.

We had a private pool with a "zero entry." As you can see it was great for the babies to play. Of course, it is still a challenge with 2 babies, but the pool was great.
I don't know if we were crazy or really smart, but we scheduled a photographer to come take some pictures of the family. It was REALLY hard to get everyone together and half-way happy. After it was over, Ashley had the quote of the trip -- "I feel like I need to go to the hospital." Needless to say, we didn't think we got any good shots. But, the next day, to our surprise the photographer sent us proofs that turned out great! We also took some shots with our camera during the shoot and I got a great one of Davis and then one below of Mom and Dad. We'll just say, Henley does NOT like sand, that or either photoshoots?

Mom and Dad and two good-looking 61 year olds!

Henley was only happy being held on the beach. No sand for her this trip. Maybe next year and thank God for the pool!

When good times go bad

2010-05-16T14:31:00.001-07:00

Big news to report this week: Davis is walking! I can't believe it's already here. He is VERY proud of himself! Henley is still a little far away from walking...she is pulling up and I think seeing Davis moving is making her "exercise" a little more. He is inspiring her!

They have a very fun new game that utilizes both of their skills: Davis's walking and Henley's sitting. He loves to push her around in the wagon and she loves to ride...

They are really beginning to play together and it's precious. Of course, Davis is a wee bit bigger and stronger and sometimes it doesn't turn out so good.

This is documentation of the bullying. Look closely and you can see Davis start to grab some hair....and PULL, HARD!

and this is when good times go bad...Oh well, it's fun for a little while!

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-12T13:45:00.000-07:00

Since I have no recollection of last year's mother's day...I'm really not kidding, no idea what I did or how we celebrated. This year was really special because I felt like it was my first Mother's day as a mother. We drove to Gadsden and spent the day with my whole family, always a fun time! This was even better because the weather was beautiful and we decided to utilize Mom and Dad's backyard. It was just a really nice day....

Henley's bangs have gotten so long now, she requires a small bow to hold them back. Of course, you can only imagine the battle to keep it in all day.

Nonni and Henley

I just have to recognize the cutest outfits in the whole world! Compliments of Nonni... Excuse Henley's pants not being on, but I just had to show the backs of these outfits. Just too cute!

Baptism & Birthday

2010-05-02T11:38:00.000-07:00

The more I think about it, the more perfect it was. We decided to combine the babies' 1st birthday and their baptism all in one. It was an emotional day on so many levels. My babies turned 1 year old! That in itself is emotional, but also we officially "gave" them back to the Lord. This was full circle for me because during my struggle with infertility, I promised God over and over that whatever baby he gave me, I would do my best to raise it in Him. I felt like the baptism was a symbol of giving a little back and recognizing how much we have been given and how very blessed we feel.

Of course, the day couldn't start out without a little drama from Henley. You would have thought we were sticking her with needles when we put her dress on her. Typical for the girl!

Davis was a champ about it. Nothing much bothers to boy. He was, of course, very interested in the service and what was happening to him. Just wants to figure it ALL out.

These pictures don't have to best backgrounds. Our church does not have a building yet and we meet in a high school for the time being. Anyway, I included the pic below to show off Henley's dress. It doesn't do it justice by any means. Mom made both dresses. Of course, the boy's dress was old hat since she has made 3 for the boys before Davis. But Henley's was another story. She, of course out did herself. The dress is just amazing and I was so proud to have such pieces of artwork on the babies. It was special... I think that became the theme of the day.

Here's our proud family after the service. We feel so very blessed to have been given these children.

Dad and Davis

Nonni trying to keep Henley occupied during the service

After the service, my entire family and Billy's family met at Wilson's house. It was so special to have everyone together to celebrate.

Billy's mom and dad with the twins...

Mr. and Miss Personality

2010-04-19T05:13:00.000-07:00

We celebrated the babies' baptism and birthday yesterday and I have a big post coming up, but in the meantime I wanted to show you these little personalities that are developing. Davis is bananas! He is fast and everywhere at anytime. He prefers to be doing anything he's not supposed to be doing. Our house is nearly empty because of this little monster. Everything has been put up or moved to Gadsden.

Davis is a doll though and a boy in every way, he makes us laugh. He's in love with older kids...just like we've always said, he just wants to be 6 yrs old!
Henley is such a girl! She loves chicken salad, potato salad, egg salad and pink lemonade to wash it down. She will sit and read her books, hum to herself or watch her backyardagains as if she's never seen it before. For the most part she is quiet until Davis gets too rough. She is easily "hurt." When she meets anyone new, they always comment about how solemn she is -- well, I have news, she's not! She is just very picky about who she is going to show her true colors to....

This is Henley in the morning -- apparently I was extremely funny with the camera or she was just wanting to show off all those teeth. It just doesn't get any funnier than this child.

She throws her head back, closes her eyes, scrunches her nose and smiles with those chubby cheeks. It is quite a process and just makes our day when she decides to show off.

I have been a little sad about the upcoming milestone -- 1 yr old this Wednesday. I no longer have babies, but we are so full of love and laughter these days, I can't wish for it to be any other way. see you soon....

Spring Break '10

2010-03-18T18:07:00.000-07:00

Oh my goodness, it's been such a great week at home. I decided this spring break to not plan anything and just breathe! I've been at home this week just being a mom and I've LOVED every minute. It certainly is a little taste of summer and if it's any indication, it should be a great one with these little ones.

We have played, crawled and watched the cars go by. Currently trying to get back on a schedule and trying to eat with our hands. Of course, my two cruise right by the vegetables on the plate, but love to pick up the puffs and goldfish and eat those with no problem. They got the cutest toy for Christmas and they love it now. "5 little monkeys" Henley even knows how to make the monkeys "jump"

This is what the kitchen looks like now. Usually happens a few times a day. We go in there for a change of scernery and they love to get into anything they can reach. This was at night after their bath. Nonni got them their cute new PJs -- they were just too cute!
Mornings usually consist of a small bottle (our coffee) and the Backyardagains. Henley LOVES the music. Have I mentioned she loves to dance? Davis is not as interested, but he will sit for a minute before moving onto other things.
Taking pictures usually ends up looking like this.

The babies are really enjoying playing together now. They recognize each other, torture each other and love playing "peep-eye" together. It's been so fun to watch them develop into friends and also it's kind of nice to have a little break from entertaining. I always thought (and heard from a few people) -- if you can get to a year with twins, they start to entertain each other. Well, I'm starting to see the benefits now. Also, it's just fun to have two!

We had a playdate with my friend Valerie and her two boys at the park. It was so fun to be outside even though it's been so cold here. Who knew we would be wearing our big coats on Spring Break?

One more random pic... This is Henley after a bath one night -- she was REALLY into the mirror and herself.

Oh how I've loved being home this week and love these babies.... It's just too much fun right now!

Movin and Groovin

2010-03-09T17:51:00.000-08:00

Life has been passing by at such a rapid pace. This month is month 10! 10 months since these precious, perfect babies came into our worlds. It has been, by far, my most favorite month of their existence! But, I have far too little pictures to show for it and I'm ashamed! Oh well, at least I have savored every smile, every new clap and giggle. It has been GREAT.

These two babies have the sweetest eyes -- both so different, but just as piercing. Henley and her little doe eyes are just the best. And Davis with the sweetest eyes that disappear when he smiles -- ahhhh, you just can't beat it.
Some milestones to report for Miss Henley: she is DANCING and loving it. She cannot hear music and NOT dance. It is hilarious and I just want to eat her. She is also pointing and making a noise by strumming her fingers over her lips and humming at the same time. Her crawl is very "unique" -- not exactly crawling, but more of a scoot. She loves to watch Davis though!
And some milestones to report for Davis: he is CRAWLING and fast! Basically he is everywhere at anytime and into everything. He loves to sit at the window and watch the cars go by. He will definitely be a talker as he is babbling a lot about everything. He loves the light and basically is interested in figuring out this world -- sooner would be better than later for him.

Here is the little monster in action. Down the hall at a rapid pace... Go Davis go, go go....

I'm proud to report we have a Church....finally. We are proud new members of Cahaba Park Presbyterian. We are really excited about our new commitment. It's been a long time in the making, but I really think we have found an exciting church home. Above is Henley before church a couple of weeks ago. It was just a girls church trip this day b/c the boys were sick. Doesn't she look pretty?

Oh my goodness, this year has passed so quickly. With babies' impending 1st birthday rapidly approaching, I think back to one year ago today. I never knew how much our hearts could grow.

More coming soon....Happy Spring to everyone!!!

Little Loves

2010-02-09T17:14:00.001-08:00

Ok, I give up, I'm ready for warm weather. These past few weeks have really been miz... Here are a couple of pics of the babies out for a winter stroll. Of course, with the REALLY cold temps around here this has not been possible and cabin fever has definitely set in!

The cute hats are compliments of Nonni and Grandy. She picked them up on their Alaskan cruise this summer.

There have been lots of milestones to report. The twins are now 9 months old. Davis is kind of crawling...he's definitely moving. Henley is starting to try at least to be on her stomach and lift up. They both LOVE standing at their activity table and playing the music and they're really started to interact with each other. I caught them just playing "pull the paci out" with each other today. It's really cute to watch!

Davis recognizes and loves the "light" -- any light. He can say "ight" but only every once in a while. Henley is all the sudden talking. She says "uh-oh" so clearly after you and also uses it in context! She dropped her pacifier today and said "uh-oh" by herself. Sooooo smart! She also said "ba-ba" for the bottle, and "da-da" for her Dad of course. I think Davis says all this too, but he is just way too busy to stop and talk. He will rule the world one day if he keeps up this energy!

We are having so much fun watching them grow, but man is it exhausting. More pics coming soon!

Ahhhh January

2010-01-16T10:57:00.000-08:00

Oh my gosh, I have grown to LOVE January. The nip of clean, cold air and NOTHING to do. It has become one of my favs. I know that sounds weird, but after the holidays and the National Championship with Alabama, it's just such a welcomed let down.

There has been lots happen in the lives of the twins over the past several weeks. Henley now has 6 teeth and 2 more about to pop out on top. Davis finally sprouted his two bottom teeth this past week -- how precious he's going to be with that smile! Davis is continuing to be a little ahead or just more interested in moving and talking and eating than Henley. I know she'll catch up someday, but she just likes to take her time. He has started chewing/sucking on natural cheese puffs. It choked him at first a little, but he's getting the hang of it. Henley doesn't care for them just yet, even though she has a mouth full of teeth.

This is their new activity table they got for Christmas. Oh how they love it! Henley LOVES to dance, so she just sits back while Davis plays DJ. Of course, he has to stand up at the table -- anything to be "bigger." It is so funny to watch and they are really starting to enjoy each other's company. In fact, since Henley naps so well (and Davis doesn't), I will put him at the activity table when he is the only one awake. He is just not interested in playing the music unless Miss Henley is there to dance. So cute!
They continue to look nothing alike whatsoever. Henley has this smile that she does and I managed to capture a little on camera. Of course, she had her pacifier in, so you are not getting the full effect, but you can see what a character she is. Also Davis is due for another fitting in the helmet. It started to rub a blister and so he has not been wearing it for a week now. Hopefully we'll get that fixed this week.

Henley's "crazy" smile

Another big change in the house is we no longer bathe in the infant bath. This has made life a little easier because I was doing double duty with the baths. I am always doing double duty, but the baths were getting a little taxing in the kitchen. Aunt Nancy and Dianne gave the twins these awesome seats for the bathtub and boy do they LOVE them! We sit in there for about 40 minutes at night and just play. They are never so happy as in the bathtub.
It doesn't get much cuter than this!

Well the babies turn 9 months old his week. In some ways, I've felt everyday of the 9 months and in others it is flying by way too fast. These babies are such a blessing in our lives -- we're so grateful for the joy they have brought to us!

Christmas Vacation

2009-12-29T04:36:00.000-08:00

My vacation has been great so far...many visits with friends and family. We spent Christmas with my family in Gadsden this year. Wow, what a difference a year makes! It was a little crazy to say the least with 3 new babies. I also found out that my two hate loud noises, so when my family got going with stories and laughing, the twins started crying. Not good! They will have to learn to deal with some noise in Gadsden. Here is a picture from Christmas Eve -- the 4 boys and Miss Priss in the middle. Last time for the cutest outfits in the world.... They can now be retired.

Christmas morning started early because the boys had to leave and go to their other grandparents' house. The twins were set up by the "kitchen tree" and as you can see we took full advantage of the fact they don't know what Christmas is yet! Henley received her potterybarn chair, a baby huggums, and 3 of her favorite green hospital pacifiers. Davis also received a potterybarn chair, his helmet (which was the biggest gift of them all!) and some pacifiers. They also got SO many toys and clothes from the family -- let's just say it was a VERY MERRY Christmas!

I was changing to the "no flash" on the pic and although it messed up, I thought it just looked cool.
Henley sitting in her new chair. They are still a little small to be able to sit for a long time, but I expect these will be great in the near future.

Now, I realize I've been lacking in the blogging department lately. December is crazy for everyone, I know, but teaching on top of twins did me in this year. We were in survival mode and we didn't even decorate! Again, taking advantage while we can. Without blogging, I have not let you know about Davis and the helmet. He was fitted right after Thanksgiving and we've had it for about a month now. I'm not really good at making him sleep in it and I need to get better, but when I take it off in the afternoons, some of the places on his head are so red and angry, I just can't bring myself to put it back on after the bath. He has another appt to have it shaved down in places, so maybe after that we can finally start 23 hrs a day!
Davis is a champ about it. I'm so thankful it is him and not Henley having to wear it. For the most part, he doesn't complain.
Here they are before the last day of school. Cute outfits (thanks to Nonni) that are now retired too!
What a wonderful, wild Christmas we had with my family. We're off to LA now, to watch history being made. Can I get a Rollllllll Tide?

Thanksgiving at the BEACH!

2009-11-27T04:31:00.001-08:00

Well, if you've never tried Thanksgiving at the beach, I highly recommend it. We got the idea from my friend Dawn, who spends every Thanksgiving with her in-laws at the beach. Well, we got to talking last Christmas with Billy's family and decided it was wrth a try. It has been great. The weather is cool, there are no lines, no traffic and the beach is almost deserted. It's like our own private island! We've also had such a nice time visiting with Billy's family...some of you may remember, Amy, Billy's sister, had a baby the same day as the twins. Reid is a doll and we have loved sitting around watching all the 7 month olds. Of course you can only imagine the "gear" that is here with us. In addition, we also have the ever so entertaining Gant. He is 4 yrs old now...he has been making us laugh the whole time.

Look at these precious babies on their first beach trip. We waited until just the right light and thankfully the twins attitudes decided it was also a good time. I was the "perfect storm" and we ended up getting the best pictures. Stay tuned for a little Christmas card with one, or a few of them included!
Henley has her new thing...and it's dancing. She has put on quite a show for all of us. This is her "in action." Please note the dress...it is the cutest thing I've ever seen. Look closely and you can see Santa riding a horse to the barn...I mean really? Does it get any cuter?
This is Davis's matching outfit his Nonni found him on ebay. They were too cute. Davis had a big time on the porch with Gigi. He had to wear his hat though...that baby skin can't be exposed!
We seem to attract attention wherever we go with these two and this trip down to the beach was no exception. A stranger stopped us and asked if we wanted a group photo and since these full family photos are rare in our world, I thought Iwould post it. Please excuse my appearence. I've been busy tending to babies and just not caring at the beach....it's been great!

It's Official!

2009-11-15T05:36:00.001-08:00

The twins have grown up! I'm currently sitting here watching them fight -- yes, fight -- over a toy. We're in for a long ride. They are more precious than ever though and really growing into their personalities. Henley is little miss sensitive, while Davis is more "go-with-the-flow." They both are working on, and have pretty much mastered sitting up now. We have occasional head-first dives into the carpet. I'm sure it's first in a long line of accidents. Davis has long surpassed Henley in the growth department. He eats everything and loves it, while she eats nothing and hates everything. Oh, life with twins! It seems opposites is the way they like to play. We don't really have a schedule anymore and sleeping has been a mess recently. Of course, they have been sick and it's added to the chaos at nighttime, but I am determined to get back on a schedule this week...stay tuned. Maybe I'll finally get it together after 7 months!

Davis has the sweetest face in the whole world! I could just eat him up....what a precious boy he is!!!! Thank heaven for little boys....
Miss Henley is maybe the cutest thing and a MESS. We have our hands full with this one. She is a doll though and makes us laugh!!
Brother and Sister.....
Between the two, Henley has quite a bit of hair, so we did her hair up mohawk style the other night. How cute is she? Always has that mouth open....they love to yell and scream and talk about it.

My precious babies waking up in the morning are just about the cutest things ever. They are in their little sleep sacks. The new ones we got for winter and fleece and so comfy. They LOVE them. When we put them on at night after bathtime, they know it's time for bed. I'm thinking I want a sleep sack for myself...
Finally, we had to get two jumping machines b/c they are both busy little bodies these days. They are too funny when they get going. I love watching how they jump differently. Henley looks like she's jumping rope or dancing and Davis is just full force up and down.

They are growing up WAY too fast, but we are enjoying every stage!

6 months old!

2009-10-27T14:33:00.000-07:00

Well, the twins turned 6 months old on the 21st! I can't believe it's been half a year since their arrival. Wow how time flies! They are more precious than ever and we're enjoying every bit of it. They still love their walks and I'm afraid we'll have to continue it into the winter. Burrrr! But as you can see, they have some heavy duty winter coats, so I think they'll be just fine. I, however, may freeze.
Davis is just the sweetest, strongest, cutest little thing. Well, actually he is bigger than Henley by a pound and 1/2 and inch. He feels like he weighs 30 lbs though because he's so dense. He has been barrel rolling for months now and we were watching him try to put his knees under him the other night. I think he'll figure out crawling early. He seems to be so observant, taking everything in around him. At school, his nickname is "flirt" because he always smiling and talking to everyone. He almost jumps out of the cart when they pass the 2 yr olds, so the other day they let him ride WITH the 2 yr olds. He was in heaven! We've always said he just wants to be 6 yrs old already... Here he is sharing tummy time with Henley. He, of course, mastered tummy time (without the Boppy) a while ago, but Henley needs a little help.
Everytime you put Henley on her stomach she lays flat on the ground, face planted, and screams! We have tried everything, daycare has tried everything. Some days are better than others, but tummy time is an important skill for baby development. Believe me, I know! So, we finally tried baby einstein on the computer with a boppy for support and it worked! She stayed interested for at least 20 minutes. We put Davis down there for moral support. I thought this was a funny picture...

Even though Henley is not a big fan of tummy time, she is almost sitting up by herself! And she also sprouted 2 teeth a couple of weeks ago. They are coming in quite nicely and I hope to get a picture soon. Here she is sitting up in the world!

We're still on the lookout for teeth from Davis. He also has his helmet appt today. I'll keep you posted.

Fall and the boys' birthday

2009-10-19T15:53:00.001-07:00

Well, October has been pretty hectic and also full of sickness, so the posts have fallen short I admit. I did get to take a well deserved trip to see my best friend the first weekend in October. After that, we have battled the stomach bug (all of us!) and a sinus infection. If you happen to be a teacher, you also know how hard October seems to be...it's time for a break and there's not one coming for another month. But...in the midst of all of this, we have taken a few pictures.

Henley trying to read Goodnight Moon...she's an avid reader. Here she is "devouring" one of Grandy's book.

Last Friday I took off work to take Davis to the "head" doctor. Turns out he needs a helmet after all. The doctor told us he has a moderate case of plasiosephaly (sp?). He could tell that his face sticks out a little on one side and he suggested we get a helmet. We still need the laser scan done to see that it is in fact 1 cm off, but the doctor expects it will be and a helmet will be needed. I never thought we would really need one, but I'm relieved to know we went to the doctor and didn't let too much time pass (and the window to help close). Friday was the first really cold day here and Davis was just too cute in his little hoodie on the way to the appt.

After Davis's appt, we all headed to Anniston for the weekend. It was Jay and Wil's birthday party -- Jay is 5 yrs old and Wil is 2 yrs old. It was at the Anniston Museum of Natural History and they had a live Boa Constrictor and Baby Alligator at the party! Of course, it was supervised by professionals, but also VERY, VERY exciting for the boys. The twins were so well behaved during the party -- I think there was so much to look at in the museum to keep their attention. Here are some pics from the day....
Wil and the twins heading into the museum
Me and the birthday boys
Jay LOVED the snake
He held all 40 lbs of the snake by himself....mesmerized.
After spending the day at Ashley's in Anniston, we headed back to stay at Mom's house for the night. It's just easier to keep the twins there. Here they are waking up at Nonni's house. This picture has a shadow on Henley, but it was so cute of Davis's sweet smile. You can also see Henley's "stick-up" hair...too cute.
We headed back over to Anniston for Gus's christening. My camera ran out of battery before I could get a shot of the BEAUTIFUL dress Mom made for Gus. It was the prettiest one so far, made from antique lace from old family handkerchiefs...a real heirloom. Hopefully, I can get some pictures to share soon. This was Billy talking to "his girl" after church. They have a lot of heart to hearts.
Just a few more pics of the Wil (who stole the show this time). He is showing us where he knocked out his MOLAR -- that's right, we don't know exactly what happened, but his brother and a bedpost may be involved. The pediatric dentist said he had never seen it before, imagine that!
He kept saying "I'm toooooo cute!" for the camera. He's right too! precious boy.

It was a wonderful, family filled weekend and I'm so grateful for the memories. Happy Fall to all....

A trip to the farm

2009-09-28T16:40:00.001-07:00

Well, on Saturday we had an impromptu visit to Gadsden. Billy left for the Alabama game that morning and I just was not comfortable having the twins all day by myself, so we loaded up and went to the farm. Mom and Dad were a big help and I also got a visit in with Meme. We watched the twins and the game. The best part about the farm is waking up to see the sunrise over the horses. It is idyllic to say the least! Since I am already up for sunrise with babies, it was a much needed, peaceful beginning to my Sunday. I also got to try out a different setting, without the flash, on my camera. I thought I did pretty good.

Meme got to come over and eat dinner with us and visit. It was great to see her and she was actually a big help with Henley. She got her to fall asleep in her arms. It thrilled me to see her with the babies and I think it made her pretty happy as well.

Here is Miss Henley in one of her favorite places on earth....the bathtub. She can be in a raging fit and if you put her in the bath it all comes to a screeching halt. The girl will soak in a tub.

Davis is about the same -- loves his bath time. We are working on the "pizza face" -- I have been coating his face with Vaseline at night and poof, pizza face is gone in the morning.

They are both such dolls in the morning....laughing and talking. We have the best time. Nighttime is a different story, but we'll just focus on the mornings today. Davis was still battling pizza face but his smile says it all.
Henley's evil smirk looks like she's up to something.... How cute are they? Ugh, they just kill me.
I feel like they are really becoming little people, developing such personalities. I love them both so much and for different reasons. They have started to notice each other as well. Davis is enamored with Henley, and Henley has her moments where she notices him. I think it's going to be so neat to see them grow and change with each other. They both add so much to our lives in such different ways. Some friends (close ones) have asked if I have a favorite....of course I do! They both are my favorite. I could never explain how I love them equally but so differently. I appreciate their little differences, the only downfall is I don't get to focus solely on them very often because there is always another baby that needs me. It's the only bad side of having twins. I hate I'm missing anything, but I think our experience will be richer with the two of them together....after all, it's all in plan I suppose.

5 months!

2009-09-22T16:04:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to you! The twins celebrated their 5 month birthday on Monday the 21st. I can't BELIEVE it's been 5 whole months since these little ones entered our lives. Wow, how time flies. I'm enjoying this time so much right now. The babies are getting too cute and I find myself with headaches b/c I'm constantly clinching my jaw and telling them how CUTE they are! It's definitely getting harder to leave and go to work in the mornings.

I'm really going to make an effort and work on my picture-taking. I'm just not the kind of person who sees a situation and thinks "wow, this would make a great picture!" Granted, I do have a job and twins to take care of, so it's a little of an excuse, but not really. Each day, each week is getting easier to get out of the house with the babies and we need to document these occasions.

So, I just had to share this latest picture of Miss Henley -- she is getting so cute, it's ridiculous! This was early morning, I'm sure.

Davis has recently contracted "pizza face" as Billy and I call it. Little red bumps all over his face -- I'm afraid it's from teething! Yes, teething. Say it ain't so, I can't believe these babies are about to have teeth. They just got here for crying out loud! Time is flying....

The culprit of "pizza face" is the chewing on his hand...

Sweet little babies ready for bed...

Then Davis had to say something to upset her...typical boy.
Don't believe him Henley, you do not look fat in pink, I promise!

Well, football season is upon us and that means Billy Gant is in T-town on Saturdays. I'm at home keeping babies, but all is well in the world. So far, our "tag-team" parenting schedule is working out quite nicely. I would love for Alabama to have an away game soon, so I could see my husband on the weekends, but I'm sure it's coming soon. Rolllllll Tide!

Babies

2009-09-16T16:04:00.000-07:00

Since Henley was born she has kicked her legs back. The nurse in the hospital called it c-section hips. Well, she still loves to kick those hips back. Her latest trick is chewing on her foot. It's pretty funny, but we haven't been able to get it on camera yet. Here she is kicking those hips back though!

I love seeing everyone's black and white pics on the blogs, so I decided to turn some of ours black and white. How pretty does Davis look? I take that back, how handsome does he look? They were dressed for school in their polos. He looks so grown up.
Here they are awaiting school in the morning. Henley is smaller than Davis but she looks much smaller in this picture. I think its just the way they were positioned.

Some milestones to report -- over the past couple of weeks, they have really changed. I feel like they are changing so fast. They are grabbing for my face and for toys. Both of them can pull the toys off of the chair and they LOVE to do it. Henley is getting more hair and it's getting longer. I think Davis is too, but his is definitely less noticeable. Mornings are still our best time -- they love to sing and talk in the mornings. It's one of my favorite times.

Henley's favorite book is 5 little Monkeys and Davis's is Brown Bear, Brown Bear...they just light up when I start reading. Hopefully it will translate into a love of reading? However, they are both obsessed with Baby Einstein as well. Sometimes it's the only thing that works...especially when "melt-down" comes at night. Our routine usually is Baby Einstein, walk, bath, bottle and bed. Hey -- whatever works!

We had our first sickness and survived. The babies caught a stomach bug and were sick for about a week and 1/2. It was REALLY hard, waking up 8 and 9 times a night to either change a diaper or comfort or feed. Glad that is over for now. Swine Flu stay AWAY!

Oh how things have changed

2009-08-29T17:31:00.000-07:00

When we were in the hospital, the pediatrician and all the nurses would be sure to stop by the room and tell us what a "hand-full" Henley was going to be. Also, they told us how "laid-back" Davis was. The Dr, whom I LOVED (just about the only thing I loved from UAB), was saying how you will be so surprised to learn babies pretty much keep their personalities, even from the first few days of life. Well, we were confused because when we got home, and in the first few weeks, Henley cried only when she needed something. Davis on the other hand had colic and screamed for hours at night, not the "laid-back" baby we were expecting. Well, now they have completely switched back and the pediatrician was right! Henley is the most dramatic thing...if her foot is even moved the wrong way, it seems like the end of the world may be near. Davis on the other hand takes everything in stride, not letting too much bother him.

This week we have battled our first fever/virus. Thursday night, Henley was up in the middle of the night with 102.5 temp and I was certain it was the Swine flu, but the next morning I checked both of them and they both were around 99. The Dr. said it was just a virus and they seem to be feeling better now.

I have some "action" shots this week. The babies have started to like being out of their chairs more.

Henley driving her spaceship...

The bouncy seat in the doorway has just been introduced, so we're still getting used to it. I'm sure it will be a big hit in the future.

Henley wants SO badly to be able to put her pacifier back in her mouth herself, so all she does is constantly takes it out of her mouth so she can "try" and put it back in. Well, it usually ends up in a crying fit and we have to go and stick it back in for her. It is a PROBLEM, so the other night we just took it away completely -- well, as you see above, she managed to find something else. I think we'll probably have a thumb sucker on our hands. I can't blame her though, I sucked my thumb until I was entirely too old to suck a thumb. Enjoy it Henley...

Too cool for school

2009-08-22T16:55:00.000-07:00

Mom came for an impromptu visit today. It was great -- we had lunch, did a little shopping, and Mom got some linen material to start Gus's christening dress. She also brought the twins gifts from their favorite "great" aunt Mitchell. Now they are all ready to face some UV rays. How funny is this?

Henley, of course, was more concerned with her pacifier staying in her mouth than the fact that she had glasses strapped to her face.
We just love them....thanks Mitchell! That was a great find.....

School

2009-08-21T15:10:00.000-07:00

Well, school has officially begun, for me and now, for the babies too! They started daycare this past Monday and all has gone well so far. Their teachers LOVE them. Billy said they showed up the first day and everyone knew exactly who they were. I think they are a little famous b/c they're twins and the daycare is really small.

We also had a Dr appt on Tuesday. Everything looked great and they got their 4 mo. shots. I did ask the Dr. about Davis's head and he was not concerned at all. He said it would correct itself when he started sitting up more and spending more time on his stomach. I hope he's right! If anyone out there has had experience with this, please feel free to share.

Other than that, the babies are just adorable. They look absolutely NOTHING alike. I think they'll probably have a hard time convincing people they're twins.

I'm doing really well working and having a family at home. I think I even am better now that I'm getting out of the house AND not spending so much money. It seems like that's all I do during the summer is find some reason to go somewhere and buy something! So for now, I'm enjoying working -- I'm my tune will change come February when I'm about to pull my hair out.

Here are some pictures of their baths before the big 1st day of school. I promise they weren't upset b/c they had to go the next day. They seem to get really upset after the bath -- I guessing because they know it's bottle time. I thought the pictures were too cute not to share.

All dressed up for the first day of school. Don't they look nervous? I know they wear these outfits a lot, but I thought they were sooooo "first day of school" outfits AND they are about to outgrow them, so here they are AGAIN.
Davis's sweet little cry when he's hungry after bath. And below, Henley's not so subtle cry of a little girl needing to eat! Her picture right after she was born looks just like this. Go look back in April and see!

Cap Juluca

2009-08-15T05:46:00.001-07:00

Well, we are back! The wedding was sooooo "Emily," over the top in every way. I had feathers and glitter and beads all over me, but it was perfect. Emily was beautiful as always and it was a sweet ceremony. We had so much fun with friends and family the whole weekend. Not to mention the place was AMAZING. We went snorkeling one day and came up on this little island in the middle of the ocean with one building -- it looked just like the Corona commercial. It lived up to the hype for sure.

Chris won cutest bridesmaid!
The ceremony looked the last episode of the bachelor or something...I think Emily got the final rose.
This was the view out of our little villa. NUTS
Billy won the prize for having the best time Thursday night!

Other than that, it's back to reality for me. I started school this week. The kids came on Wednesday and they were so nervous and excited. I love the first few days of school b/c the kids are so quiet. They started coming out of their shell a bit on Friday. So far though, it looks like I have a good class. Keep your fingers crossed!

We missed our babies so much while we were gone. Some milestones to report -- we separated them into their own cribs and they now sleep with no swaddle! I did move them to sleep sacks at night, but during the day, they just have a blanket. We go to the doctor this week and he will probably suggest some cereal during the day and maybe a fruit. We also are a bit concerned about Davis's head...it is a little misshapen. Apparently 56% of all twins experience this, supposedly from being "squished" in the womb. So, there could possibly be a helmet in his future. We'll keep you posted. Personally I think he would be the cutest thing ever with a helmet, but we're hoping not to have to go that direction!

Lastly, kudos to Billy this week, he has been Mr. Mom while I have gone back to school. The babies' daycare doesn't start until Monday and we had noone to keep them last week, so Billy worked it out to do it himself. He did an AMAZING job and the babies had so much fun being with him. I know he is certainly glad daycare starts this week though!

Stay tuned....more pics of the babies coming soon.......

We are family

2009-08-04T13:27:00.001-07:00

We made it to church again on Sunday and it is getting easier with each attempt! Afterwards we decided to treat ourselves to lunch b/c I feel like I don't get out much anymore. Well, I had a sort of revelation at the restaurant. As we walked in, the hostesses greeted us and asked if we needed a table for four. Four? what! It hit me like a ton of bricks...I said yes. As they seated thefour of us, I looked around the table for the very first time and thought, huh...we are a family. A family of four.

These are some pictures before we left for church. Henley wore a Feltman Bros. yellow dress that belonged to me back in the day. They were both precious!

By the way, I have completely fallen in love with these babies. All they say is true and I'm starting to see it. I just want to eat them!

Billy and I leave for Cap Juluca tomorrow. It's going to be hard to be away for 5 days, but knowing the babies are with the best care known (both sets of grandparents), it's easier to leave. We need this much deserved vacation and I'm excited to see Emily get married as well. I'm sure it will live up to all her "fabulousness." Go ahead and be jealous ...this time tomorrow, we'll be in paradise. Cheers to that!

Mornings

2009-08-03T05:22:00.000-07:00

Mornings are just the best around here and I'm going to miss them when I go back to school. The babies wake up in the best moods, laughing and cooing. I introduced their "lovies" to them. Davis has an owl and Henley has a poodle. They seem to really like them.

We are currently transitioning from swaddles to sleep sacks -- trying to break them of the swaddle habit. It has been a wonderful gift so far, but it has to go sometime. Davis consistently works himself out of the swaddle most every night, so I figure it's about time to break them of it. We are starting with naps during the day in the sleep sack. I think we'll try that for a week and then maybe try it at night. Yikes! It scares me to even think about, but I've heard it's not that bad. Wish us luck!

Cousins, cousins everywhere

2009-08-01T05:33:00.001-07:00

We had the opportunity to have a sleep over with the cousins last weekend. I thought we better see each other now before school and chaos begins. With 5 kids under the age of 5, it is chaos in itself, but also so much fun. Here are a few shots of my precious boys...Jay, Wil and Gus.

It's not the best picture of Gus, I know...I'll get one next time.

The days of the endless summer...

2009-07-31T14:40:00.000-07:00

are quickly coming to a screaching hault! School starts next week, but thankfully I will be gone to Anguilla, returning on Sunday. I do have to start school the next day -- back to reality I suppose! I have been off of work since March 1st and it has been fabulous...especially this summer though. I had a ball spending time with these babies. They are growing a changing everyday and I HATE to miss a minute, but duty calls and I must work afterall...maybe that hit song is just around the corner and I won't have to work anymore? we can dream can't we?

We have spent our days strolling in the a.m. and p.m. - the babies LOVE it. No matter what mood they may be in, strolling is the answer. I have put my jogging stroller to good use for sure!

As most of you know, Henley loves that pacifier and she also loves to relax. So...most of her pictures end up something like this....

Lately, Billy and I have decided the girl needs to excercise! So we rotate her between the activity mat and the "frenemies" chair. She is getting better at the activity mat. Davis, on the other hand has found his hands and also has been rollong from his stomach to his back! We are so proud. Billy has tried to catch it on video a few times, but Davis hasn't cooperated yet.
We also have a new favorite activity at night featuring Billy Gant Live! Our "witching hour" is now a little bit better because of Billy. The babies love to hear him and watch him play and sing and I don't mind it either! How cute is this picture....
We just set up the exersaucer today so we will have some "action" shots coming soon. I can't believe these babies are old enough for the exersaucer. Where has the time gone? Oh well, even though this summer has come to an end, it will rank up there with one of the best summers EVER -- thanks to Henley and Davis. Here we come Fall....

Stop It!

2009-07-14T15:07:00.001-07:00

Just stop being so cute! This was all dressed up to meet Aunt Lauren for lunch.... they behaved and it was another successful trip out of the house, with the twins -- by myself! yeah... it's getting easier.

The saddest boy in the whole world

2009-07-13T08:37:00.000-07:00

As most of you know, Davis has had his share of hard times over the past few months. He battled colic and so did we. He is finally over the colic, but he will still let you know when he's happy or sad. And his sad face is something to be put on a card and studied if you ever want to know how to make a SAD face. I call it the "saddest boy in the whole world" face. I tried to capture it in these pictures...they don't really do it justice though, you'll have to see it in person. He makes sure he sticks that bottom lip out as far as possible!

Out and About

2009-07-11T07:31:00.000-07:00

I know it seems as if we never go anywhere by the photos on the blog. That assumption is just about correct! It is extremely difficult to go anywhere with two infants, but we are lucky enough to have Billy's job be so flexible. Usually I will stay home with the kids during the day, but he can often come home for a while and let me go run errands, etc. It's nice. BUT, the other day I managed to get both kids and their gear in the car to go visit my sweet little teacher friend, Kelli. She just returned from her honeymoon in St. Thomas and I just had to see her in her new house. I'm trying to get better about taking my camera places...I did manage to get one shot of the kids on their visit to Mrs. Kelli's house!

Henley and her passy

2009-07-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

Davis may love his "frenemies," but Henley Louise LOVES her pacifier! It may become a problem later on, but for now, it makes for a very easy baby. For most of the day she's "kicked back like she's on vacation," as Billy says. She makes having twins doable -- thank you Henley for being you!

Davis and his "frenemies"

2009-07-07T07:02:00.000-07:00

Put your dukes up Hootie
Hootie the "frenemy"

We started out with both the Boppy vibrating chair and also the Boppy swing, but on a visit to Dothan a few weeks ago, Davis fell in love with the fisher price vibrating chair Reid was using. Well, since he loved it so much, Gigi (Billy's mom) bought him one of his very own. It really is, of course, for both Henley and Davis, but Davis really seems to love it.

Once Davis got his own chair, he quickly made "friends" with the hanging toys on it, paticularly the blue Owl. BUT...Every now and then, he and the owl get in some big fights! It is so funny to sit back and watch he and "hootie" talk and fight. Of course, Billy makes up senarios for the fights...one was that hootie told Davis he had seen him naked. We had to calm Davis down telling him nobody had seen him naked but us.

Yesterday, I got some pics of Davis with his dukes up, ready to fight owl. Pretty funny.

Back in the Saddle

2009-07-06T08:31:00.000-07:00

Miss Henley
Davis
Well, I have been in a baby haze I think and I'm just now coming out. The past 11 weeks have been wonderful, but also a little crazy and hectic, trying to figure out what in the world it is I'm doing. As far as mothering and the babies are concerned, I feel like we might be turning a corner. They are feeling better (Davis and his colic) and I am much more confident in answering whatever it is they are wanting. I've also heard "your life changes" for the better at about 12 weeks, so we're looking forward to that milestone next week.

My absence from my blog has been due to this "haze" but also because I have been gone to the BEACH....ahhhhhhh, the beach. I look so forward all year to getting down to that heavenly place. I thought I wouldn't get to go this year at all, but thanks to some terrific help from Billy's parents and my parents, I have gotten 2 good trips in. We just drove back yesterday from America's Bday celebration. Billy and I got to hang out with the Innisfree crew and also stay with Celia, both of which are always so fun for us. We feel so blessed to get to do fun things with our friends.

Anyway, I have neglected this blog and I'm mad at myself. Since it's such great documentation, I've got to do better. These babies are getting cuter everyday. They have started to smile and ohhhh, does it make everything worthwhile. Just look at those precious faces.

Visit with the cousins

2009-06-09T18:02:00.000-07:00

Henley, Reid, and Davis
Precious babydolls

We've had many 60th birthday surprises in the family lately. My Mom turned 60 on May 30th and Billy's Dad turned 60 on June 8th. Both families managed to pull off two surprise parties for the birthdays! While we were down in Dothan for Simon E's birthday, Davis and Henley got to meet their cousins -- Gant & Reid. Most of you know, but Reid and the twins were actually born on the same day, April 21st! We were so excited for everyone to finally meet and we got some funny pics. As you can see Reid is a healthy baby boy...but, the twins are not too far behind. They just have a little catching up to do from the lower birth weight.

Other than our successful trip to Dothan, we're continuing to battle Davis's colic. He has nightly meltdowns starting around 5pm and lasting until about 7 or 8pm. Some nights are better than others, but we're praying it all subsides SOON!

The other picutures below are just too sweet not to share. I caught the babies before they woke up from a nap. They have been sleeping in the same crib for now -- I think they like being close. I'm probably going to use one of the pictures I got for the birth announcement -- it's just too sweet!

This is how we feed ourselves

2009-05-31T07:52:00.000-07:00

Davis feeding himself
Henley and her bottle
Henley passed out
I think having twins makes you even more resourceful than having one baby. We've found keeping twins on the same schedule is key to keeping sanity. So, in order to be on the same scheudule, we have to feed them at the same time...the twins "feed themselves" sometimes. I just prop up the bottle with the blanket and they do really well like this! Believe it or not!

The babies are going on 6 weeks this week. I have to admit, I'm getting a little stir crazy in the house. We've tried to go on a few outings though. We had a very successful trip to Nonni's house last weekend, but lunch with Emily at the store did not go so well. Maybe they just need to be a little older? I'm not sure, any suggestions on how to get out of the house with twins are welcomed! We're going to try and get to the park this week with Carlie -- wish us luck!

1 month old

2009-05-22T13:03:00.000-07:00

Family photo with Ally
Davis -- 1 month old
Henley -- 1 month old
The perfect pair
The past few weeks have been extremely tough with Ally and I have been rather lax on the blog (not that I'm ever that good with keeping up). But, we also missed a major milestone -- 1 month birthday for the twins! I can't believe it's been 4 weeks since I gave birth to these little monsters. They have grown so much -- about 2 lbs each so far. I don't have official weights, but it's around 2 lbs. They both have started to track objects with their eyes and it's so neat to see them developing.

Not only are they developing physically, but their little personalities are coming out too...Henley is Miss Independent, she only cries when she needs something and once she gets it, she's good to go. Davis is another story...he's a little more "sensitive" we'll say. We're still trying to "please" him at every hour of the day -- hopefully we'll figure it out soon. For the most part though, they are good babies and I'm enjoying just being with them.

Happy Birthday to you!

Our Girl

2009-05-21T05:56:00.000-07:00

Today is an incredibly sad day for us...we lost Ally. Everybody who knows us, knows how devastating this day is for both Billy and me. Our house will be very empty without her and life will just not be the same.

The past couple of weeks have been hard to watch as she has deteriorated, but at the same time, her condition makes it a little easier to let her go today. We can definitely say, it's time. She's ready to go. What a fighter she was -- she beat cancer once before 5 yrs ago and call me crazy, but this time she held on for us to get through our struggle with infertility. I think she knew she couldn't leave us without seeing us to the next phase of our lives and she did -- thank you Al!

We're trying to focus on all the things we loved about our girl..

Some things we'll miss....

She loved to play keep away, maybe the only Golden in history that hated the water, her "freakouts" in the yard, her saying "hello" or "good morning" when you walked in the door or got out of bed, watching her get the squeakers out of toys (it was her goal in life) and once she got it, she was done, her riding in the backseat with her head out the window, her "hairtoes," she gave the BEST hugs, I'll miss seeing she and Billy play on the floor every night -- Oh how she loved him!, seeing her sleep with her paw across her face -- it was precious..

I think most of all, we'll just miss her sweet face...it always looked like the day we got her.

She was our precious girl....

~ Long may you run~

Days gone by...

2009-05-07T12:27:00.000-07:00

Sweet little boy
She's a pacifier baby for sure!
Davis (left) Henley (right)
On Our Way to the Doctor
I've been so bad about posting, but I'm a little busy these days! It is so much fun though and I'm loving every minute. We had our first Dr. appt on Monday and both babies have gained 1 pound! We were thrilled, but at the same time, I've noticed their little hands are bigger and it makes me so sad. They are already growing up! I'm trying to enjoy each and every minute of this time -- for one, I'm off of work and have time to enjoy and also, it is such a special time in their life. I'm so thankful I get to spend my days with them right now.

A special thank you to everyone that has been by and brought food. It has been a lifesaver! I've loved seeing everyone meet the twins too, it just never gets old (at least not yet). Thanks again everyone!

Bath Time!

2009-04-28T18:42:00.000-07:00

Very alert after their bath
Davis
Henley loved being clean!
Henley after her bath
Henley in the bath
Davis after his bath
Davis getting his first bath
Sorry for such a long delay in posting. As you might imagine, it has been crazy the past few days. We arrived home on Saturday, but that night I developed a "spinal headache." It is a complication from my first spinal tap during the c-section. I was in so much pain and had to go back to the hospital on Sunday morning. The cure for a spinal headache is another spinal tap and what they call a "blood patch." They took blood and put it in my spine and the headache was gone! I'm so thankful to be feeling better and also to my friend, Megan, for taking care of me that day. Other than the headache, I have been trying to figure out how to be a mom to twins. My mother has been here for the past few days. It was great to have her help and input -- Billy and I are both so grateful. Tonight is our first night alone, so wish us luck!

This afternoon Henley and Davis took their first bath and I wanted to share the pictures with you. They are beyond precious and we are having SO much fun. I just STILL can't believe I am so lucky! I find myself thanking God so many times a day for such an immense gift.

Also, I just wanted to update you on a friend of mine who had IVF in Maryland with Dr. Levy. I requested prayer from all of you a couple of weeks ago as she underwent the process. I'm SO happy to announce she is pregnant! Please keep her in your prayers as she awaits the milestones and news of the days to come.

One last note, I know I'm jumping around but there are just so many things to share. When I was in the hospital, the phone rang and the number was unknown but had a (301) area code. I remember this being the area code of Dr. Levy's office in Maryland, so I answered. It was sweet Dr. Levy himself! The day I gave birth, my elated mother had emailed the only contact person she had in her phone -- the financial planner in Maryland. She thought her email would probably never reach Dr. Levy, but we were just SO grateful for the gifts we had been given at that moment. He was on all of our minds. Well, the financial planner gave him the email, he looked up my number and called to personally congratulate all of us! He is just a precious man. Thank you again Dr. Levy.

Still a Mom!

2009-04-23T16:47:00.000-07:00

Davis
Henley and her very dramatic stomachache
Davis how he has been so far
She didn't feel so great
Well, turns out this was not all a dream (kind of seemed like it with the morphine!) We are day 2 in the hospital and all is going well. I've learned so much the past couple of days and I think we'll stay til Saturday so we can soak up all we can and take advantage of the nighttime nursery... Davis is precious and so far EXTREMELY laid back. Henley is a little MESS aparently...everybody (nurses, petiaticians, staff) make sure and stop by to tell us. Here are a few more pics of day 1 & 2...

Happy Birthday

2009-04-22T20:43:00.000-07:00

Henley getting her hair done
Henley before she got her hair done
Henley
Davis (very concerned)
Davis (still concerned!)
Yesterday was AMAZING! Everything went as planned and I have two precious, perfect children. Thank you Lord, we feel more than blessed right now. Henley Louise Gant was born at 8:56am and Davis Hawkins Gant was born shortly after at 8:58am, weighing 5.9 lbs and 4.15 lbs, respectively. It was a very special and emotional moment(s)! There is just no describing it until you've done it yourself I guess. All I can say is WOW!

Happy Birthday to you....

And here we go....

2009-04-20T22:46:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting here in the hospital and can't sleep, despite taking 10 mg of Ambien! I guess you could say I'm a little excited! At my doctor's appt today, Dr. Kimberlin tried to do an amino to check lung development, but she realized the fluid on Baby A (Henley) was reaching a critically low place and there was not enough to do the amnio. Sooooo, things changed and I was admitted to the hospital today. Tonight I'm being monitored and then first thing in the morning, I will have my c-section and my babies in my arms.

Wow -- I can't really even begin to explain how I feel right now -- excited, nervous, so thankful and blessed. I definitely feel strong in body and proud of how far we've come. It's all come rushing back to me, tonight, on the eve of my twins' birthdays. All of the despair I faced, all of the painful shots in my stomach, all of the expense of fertility, all of that turned into the past 9 months, with the elation of finding out I was finally pregnant, finally getting to feel the babies move inside me, getting to enjoy (and complain about ;-) this miracle of pregnancy and now finally this is the culmination of it all! ...what a feeling...I know even now, It was ALL worth it!

I'll post pics as soon as I get them on this computer. Much love to all -- C

Update

2009-04-15T13:22:00.000-07:00

It looks like I'm going to carry these twins full term! Who knew? Most of you are aware, but I have scheduled a c-section for next Wednesday, April 22nd. Please keep us in your prayers for a safe delivery and healthy babies.

Billy and I are thrilled beyond belief and are so excited about the arrival of these twins. It's going to be very emotional for so many reasons, but mainly to think of how much we have gone through to get them here. We feel so blessed and we're thankful to all of you for all your prayers throughout the past few years. I will be sure and post pics as soon as we get some on the computer.

I would have pics of the nursery up already, BUT we have a slight disaster with the bedding at the moment. Hopefully it will all be done by this weekend -- talk about last minute! whew. It seems that I way overcompensated for Davis being a boy. I just didn't want the nursery to look to "girly." Well, it definitely is not girly and now I'm going to have to frill Henley up some. Oh well, I guess this is only the start to being pulled in two different directions!

Hope

2009-04-02T17:40:00.000-07:00

Hope and faith were two things that were talked about a lot through my journey with infertility. So, it is only fitting the theme would carry over into my nursery. These babies are the result of LOTS of hope.

As most of you know, my Mom is/was an English teacher and she loves poetry. One of her favorite poets is Emily Dickinson. So, when Mom gave me this piece of artwork by one of her favorite poets, containing the very theme of "hope" within the poem -- it was too perfect. As you can imagine, it is one of my favorite gifts and something I will always treasure. I just wanted to share it with all of you too. I think you'll agree, it is pretty special! Thanks Mom.

I also have a prayer request for anyone willing to pray -- one of my infertility friends is currently doing her 1st IVF with Dr. Levy (her 3rd IVF in gerneral) in Maryland. Her retrieval is tomorrow. The next few days will be filled with anxiety as we find out if the eggs are mature, if they fertilized normally and if they are continuing to grow and split. Please keep her in your prayers. Thank you!

how big will it get?

2009-03-31T05:21:00.000-07:00

Well, I haven't posted a picture of me in a long time, and there is good reason! I am now 35 weeks and I've gained a respectable 38 lbs. I'm very happy the babies' weights are good, but 38 lbs on a 5'3 frame is a little scary! But, since this will most likely be my only time to be pregnant, I wanted to document the moment and post these pictures.

Also, the Dr. said I probably have 2 more weeks before I deliever. We are on the countdown! Please keep us in your prayers for healthy babies and an uneventful delivery. Thanks!

Jay"bird" & Wil

2009-03-19T05:09:00.000-07:00

Jay

laughing at Nonni!

Someone looks like their Mama

Oh those eyes!

Wil

So sweet!

Sorry Mom, not flattering, but y'all look just alike!

Wil & Nonni

The past couple of weekends, I've been lucky enough to spend with my nephews, Jay and Wil. I want to dedicate this post to them.

First born, Jay, aka "Jaybird" is everyone's heart. He was born into some very busy years for Ashley and therefore he organically became everyone's child. We desperately love that little boy.

Wil is a year and 5 months. He has quickly come in and won everyone over. Personally, I just didn't know how we would all love anyone as much as Jay, but Wil has made a room all for himself in our hearts. In one word, he is PRECIOUS!

As you can see in the pictures, they could not be any different looking (very reminisent of me and Ash). They have completely different personalities as well...Jay is a typical first child I think. He is such a sweet boy, but he needs lots of attention. He is currently obsessed with Thomas the Train. Wil is just happy to be alive. He loves life and especially food or anything associated with eating! He also has the funniest little "shark tooth" (as billy says) -- a tooth that hangs down a little more than the others. SO FUNNY! Look close and you might see it!

Gus did not get to be with us, but we all love him and can't wait to find out "who" he is!

Celebrations II & III

2009-03-16T17:19:00.000-07:00

Dianne and Gus

Meme, Ashley & Gus

Mom and Charlotte

Meme and Gus

Such cute gifts!

More cute things!

Mom, Ann and Crosby

The table in Gadsden

Surprise guests! Danielle, Lucy and Crosby

My 3rd Grade Team

Wow, I have been busy being showered! I've had 2 more showers since the one my friends threw in Birmingham. The first was my shower at school. My 3rd grade team threw a great baby shower and I feel so lucky to work with such a wonderful group of people. A week later, my Mom's friends in Gadsden also threw me a great shower. My Mom has a great group of friends and I enjoyed celebrating with them. We also had some "surprise" guests at the shower! Danielle, Lucy and Crosby showed up all the way from Tennessee. It made the day just that much more special to share it with them.

Thank you to everyone who worked SO very hard to make these showers happen. I appreciate everything and feel oh so blessed.

Let's Celebrate!

2009-02-21T08:55:00.000-08:00

Well, my friends got together and threw THE BEST baby shower, EVER! I'm not one to like a baby shower really and when my friends wanted to throw one for me, I was skeptical. I had lots of stipulations and they met all of them. Mainly I wanted it to be fun and not stuffy. It definitely was NOT stuffy! Chris hosted at his condo, there was food galore and a bartender! It was perfect to say the least and everyone had a great time. I can't thank everyone enough for all they did and for all the gifts. I'm feeling rather special these days! Thanks again girls -- I love y'all!

Gus is here!

2009-02-01T05:16:00.000-08:00

January 31st is a special day for my family and it got even more special yesterday. The last day of January was my Pop's birthday. He was so special to all of us and yesterday Ashley got to bring another little boy into the world on Pop's birthday. Augustus Vincent Stewart was born yesterday -- 7 lbs 3oz. Not only does he share Pop's birthday, but also his name - Vincent (although he will be called Gus).

It just never gets old to bring another family member into our family. Billy and I went to Anniston to meet the new baby and I wanted to share some pics we got. They are not the best, but trying to "control" a hospital room with Jay (4 yrs and bananas), Wil (1 yr. 3 mo.), and a newborn left little time to get some great shots.

Ashley did beautifully and she is resting, but not for long, I'm sure! She's got her hands full with her 3 sons now! They are a great, big, happy family! Congratulations Ash!

Crosby Fox

2009-01-25T13:28:00.000-08:00

Hellooooo! I've been so busy and lazy at the same time lately...if that even makes sense? Needless to say I haven't posted in a long time! Everything is still going great with the pregnancy. I'm getting rather LARGE! pictures soon to come.

A couple of weeks ago, Mom and I got the chance to go up to Nashville and visit Lucy and Danielle. Lucy is Mom's best friend and Danielle is her daughter in law whom I have befriended through the past couple of years. Danielle and I both had different struggles with infertility, but we found comfort in each other through our losses. Now, we get to be thrilled beyond belief for each other! Danielle had her baby boy, Crosby Fox, on Dec 29th. He is PRECIOUS! We had the best time getting to see the little boy Danielle and Blake worked so hard to bring into this world and we are just so thankful he's here safe and sound.

Chapter 5

2008-12-23T04:36:00.000-08:00

Finally, here's the end of my story (and this time it's a happy ending!) It's pretty long, so brace yourself.

Of course, this story would not be written if it were not for my Mother. Again, she tirelessly searched the internet and informed herself about all aspects of IVF. Those of you that know my mom, know she's brilliant. She can do anything and in this regard, she became as knowledgeable as any RE out there. She would tell me things she learned here and there, but I was so hard to talk to at the time. I was fragile and didn't want to listen, but at the same time, I was yearning for my next step. What in the world was I going to do? Billy and I would try to talk about our future without kids or about adoption. We never did get far with either conversation because neither of us ever imagined life without kids or going through the brutal adoption process. I knew I needed a plan, but what was it? I needed guidance.

Of course, the Lord works in mysterious ways. Sometimes it is so hard to see His hand in life, but in the next part of our journey it was SO clear. I needed Him to reveal Himself to me at this point. I was angry and confused and He did reveal Himself in such an obvious way.

One night, Mom was on the internet (as she was every night) and in an IVF chat room. She asked a question about IVF and a woman answered her. Her answer was something like -- "I don't know why I'm even lurking on this IVF site, I've had my children years ago from IVF, I guess I still want to see who else may be going through it." She continued to answer -- "I live in Birmingham, AL and work at a place called UAB. I researched RE's and Labs before I ever started the process and I chose a place called Shady Grove in Rockville, MD. Dr. Michael Levy was my doctor and he's wonderful."

How amazing! Of all the people on the internet around the world, my Mom found a woman from Birmingham. If that's not the hand of God reaching out, I don't know what is. And as if God was saying "Oh, is that not enough you guys?" another woman, completely separate from the first also wrote an answer to Mom's question in the chat room. She too, was from Birmingham and also a physician at UAB. The two women are friends but did NOT know each other was on the web, writing in chat rooms for IVF. The 2nd woman had also gotten pregnant and had children as a result of IVF with Dr. Levy.

Mom ended up getting both of their email addresses and asking them tons of questions about Shady Grove in Maryland. Both of them were hard cases, only producing one or two eggs. They needed a GREAT lab and, in their eyes, Maryland had the best. I was desperate at this point and the tales of these women were intriguing. It was so bizarre that Mom had found them on the internet, with them living right in our backyard! But being as angry and broken as I was, it was still hard for me to listen about or to plan the future.

As mom talked to me more about the possibility of going to Maryland, I freaked out, as I did at every other step of this process. That is one thing I've learned about myself (more on that later). How in the world could I do this, how do we pay for it, how do you even attempt to go through an IVF process in another state?? I thought, there is absolutely NO way, it's impossible. Every time I would say this, Mom would email one of the women from UAB. These women walked us through every detail of what they did and how they did it. I still thought, there is just NO WAY, but my Mother, the cheerleader, said differently.

In the meantime, I knew I had one more frozen embryo in Birmingham. We went through a frozen cycle, which is much less invasive that IVF. I had just gotten out of school for the summer and I was at the beach. I didn't hold much hope for one embryo, but the fact that it had made it through both the freezing and unfreezing process and been transferred was pretty amazing. In the back of my mind, I thought -- this is it! I won't have to go to Maryland. Well, it too came back as a 12. Neither negative, nor positive. The numbers dropped a couple of days later -- another chemical pregnancy. This time, I was OK though. By now, I had learned how to take the negative news pretty well. It was just another part of my life, one Billy and I had learned to just live with. I was also OK because Mom had booked us a flight to Maryland to visit Dr. Levy and just talk to him. There was hope on the horizon it seemed. At least this would be a change of scenery and the women from the internet swore it was a VERY do-able process. One of them even went back a second time with her toddler in tow. It could be done. So, with their advice and a little pushing from Mom, I was going to Maryland.

Before we went to Maryland, I had gotten word from my one infertility friend I had made in a support group. We bonded immediately because she had been with my same Dr.s in Birmingham and she too, had 2 failed IVFs. Since then though, she had moved on with a Dr. in Nashville and she called me to tell me the news - she was pregnant! I was thrilled for her, but at the same time felt so alone now. She was the only person I had known to be going through the very same thing as I was. With her exciting news though, I too wanted to meet with the Dr. in Nashville. My mom and I drove up there on a rainy day and met with him. I just had a bad feeling when I left the office. I didn't like him, he had given me NO direction really. Basically he had said, we would just try another IVF and see what happened. No thanks, I wanted answers, not just another chance. I was a little down at this point. Maryland seemed like a wash. It would probably be the same outcome, just some Dr. wanting to take my money and hope for the best.

Mom and I went anyway because she just "knew." Don't forget, along with being brilliant, she may be a little psychic and definitely connected to God someway. We flew in and stayed at the same hotel as the women from the chatroom. It was not anything extravagant, it was an extended stay place where I could stay if I did come back for an IVF. The next morning we went to see Dr. Levy. The nurse came to get us and Mom and I walked into his office, sat at his table and handed him my records. I needed my mom in this meeting. She was SO much more knowledgeable than me and frankly, at this point, I needed someone to do it for me.

Dr. Levy is a small man from South Africa. He has this sweet, caring demeanor about him and I just instantly felt some connection with him. He made us feel so comfortable. In addition to his demeanor, his brilliance quickly revealed itself. We sat there silently while he quickly scanned my files. As he was reading, he picked up on every little detail of my issues and started to made his own notes. I answered lots of questions and he continued to make notes. We continued to be quiet, observing him. It was like watching a mad scientist. After he was finished making his own notes, it was as if he was working some algebraic equation on his paper. He would cross through words, write new procedures beside them, all the while explaining to us what he was doing, what he was thinking. It was amazing. Every single question my mother had been begging the Bham Dr.s to answer was answered or at least he was willing to do the test or procedure to get an answer. In a nutshell, both Mom and I fell in love with Dr. Levy.

In my diagnosis, he revealed I had great response to meds and often was pregnant, but only slightly resulting in a chemical pregnancy. In lieu of more testing and waiting on results, his plan was to treat me as if I had a clotting or immune issue, putting me on Lovenox. This is a blood thinner some recurrent miscarriage patients use to help thin the blood so a pregnancy can successfully implant. In addition, the Lab (one of the best in their field) would perform PGD, a controversial procedure where one cell is taken out of each embryo while they are growing in the dish. They are tested for 11 or the 21 chromosomal abnormalities. This would reveal if we in fact had some sort of genetic issue that was preventing a viable pregnancy. The lab would also perform something called "assisted hatching," where a hole is drilled into the shell of the embryo on the day of transfer so it is more likely to implant successfully. I would also be monitored daily and different meds used. He believed I had not been too suppressed, but rather maybe just had not had the right medicine for my body. In addition, Dr. Levy accepted us into their shared risk program, where you pay a flat fee, but there would be a 100% money back guarantee after 6 IVF tries. I would be free and so would the money to pursue adoption or any other IVF protocol somewhere else if he was not successful. And as if he had not done enough already he looked at me at the end of our meeting and said -- "I know you don't think this will ever work, but I really do think it will." He continued to say "it may take a couple of tries, but it WILL work." Precious. He is just a precious man.

We left there almost in tears, not because we were disappointed, but because we were elated. Mom and I both felt as though a ton of bricks had been lifted from our shoulders. Every question Mom had was answered. Every procedure Birmingham had refused to do was standard protocol in Maryland. THIS was our answer, these were the answers we had been screaming for. Mom said she felt as though she could let go now....all her trust was in Dr. Levy.

We continued our quick tour to D.C., hitting a couple of museums. Mom and I were so relaxed, as if all our cares had flown out the window of Dr. Levy's office. We had such a nice time.

The plans were set in motion. Along with the prophetic answers by Dr. Levy, he had also concluded I did NOT need to go through another cycle before starting my IVF with him. This was music to my ears because it meant I would be able to almost complete my 2 week stay in Maryland without missing much school. I ended up going the last 2 weeks of my summer break -- perfect timing! I would end up missing the first couple of days, but that was it. No need to take off 2 weeks from work.

I worked out all the details with my nurse in Maryland. The appts., my medicine, prescriptions to take meds on the planes, etc. So many details! I was a little nervous about being by myself for 5 days until Billy got there. He had to work and there was no reason for him to be there for the first portion of ultrasounds, etc. Up until this point, Billy had given me all my shots (for those of you that know him, this is a miracle in it's own right!) Since I would be alone I had to learn to give myself the shots -- 3 shots a night (and for anyone that knew my fear of needles, this too is it's own miracle!) My sweet friends packed me a care package full of DVDs, lotions, face masks -- anything to keep me occupied for the 5 days alone. I packed everything in two suitcases and left on Aug 5th. Everything went as planned, the trip was easy, I flew into Reagan, rented a car and drove the 45 minutes to Rockville (with help from the GPS!) I settled in and the next day I had my first appt with Dr. Levy.

I know he does this for a living and sees this everyday, but when I saw him that first day, I felt as though he was just as excited as I was. Maybe it's just his precious demeanor, but I really think he cares that deeply for his patients. I spent the next few days going to appts in the morning and getting calls that afternoon to change some dosage of my medicine. I just can't express to you how detailed they were about every little lab number. I had been through a lot at this point (as you have seen) and I had never experienced this level of detail or expertise. With all this attention, you would think it was a small practice, but in actuality it's enormous. Dr. Levy just makes you feel like you are his sole purpose.

I also visited D.C. and scouted out the tour that I would take Billy on when he arrived. He had never been to D.C. and we were trying to treat it as a vacation. Lord knows, we needed one! Billy got there on Aug 10th. I've never been so happy to see his face than when he walked in that hotel room. I have a picture to document the moment! We spent the next few days touring museums and eating out in D.C. We were also doing all the IVF stuff, but at this point we were old pros at that, so it was just no big deal.

Everything went well. Retrieval day finally came and Dr. Levy retrieved 27 eggs!!!! It was an incredible response. The next day Billy was supposed to leave and I was to stay until transfer (6 or 7 more days). I just couldn't bear the thought of being in that hotel room alone again, so Dr. Levy said it was fine for me to fly home with Billy and fly back for the transfer. So that is what I did. I came home and got to see my new class on the 3rd day of school. In the meantime, we had 20 eggs to fertilize normally and all 20 were continuing to grow and split. This was great news and made my plans to return to Maryland that weekend for the transfer. I flew back up and my transfer was on a Sunday. Dr. Levy was not on call that day so Dr. Brown did the transfer. The first thing she did was show me the results from the PGD. Remember this was the genetics testing. I was halfway expecting them to be all bad eggs (so was my luck it seemed), but to my surprise, I was very normal. About 45% of my eggs had some sort of genetic abnormality. It sounds like a lot, but in reality that is avg to above avg for normality. It's a little known fact that we all produce genetically abnormal embryos. That is the reason for so many miscarriages. Also, many genetically abnormal embryos are miscarried before women even know they are pregnant. Anyway, I was fascinated to see the abnormal results for the embryos. Some of them had extra trisomy 14, some had extra trisomy 15, others had extra sex chromosomes. It was just amazing to look at that and just simply amazing the technology we have that allows us the opportunity to know these embryos would never be viable. After we went over the abnormal embryos, she showed me my two strongest embryos. Number 10 and number 18 to be exact! She transferred both and I was on bedrest in the hotel until the next day. I flew home and the 2ww began.

During the 2ww, you go through a range of emotions, trying to be positive, but also trying to not let yourself get too positive, keeping a realistic attitude about the possibility of a negative outcome. I kept really busy and it helped that school had just started. That'll keep anyone busy!

As the test day approached, I became more anxious and though I sore off the internet, I started to search a little and I found so many women that did home pregnancy tests before the blood test, although every Dr. will advise against this. I had done this before during my IUI days and they were always negative, so I had not tested in a long time. The next day was my beta and I woke up early. Before I got in the shower it dawned on me I had an old home pregnancy test left under the sink that I had used to track on of those chemical pregnancies I had. I thought, well, I would rather be prepared for the negative today, so I went ahead and did the test. I really forgot about it for a minute, turning the shower on, standing there in my robe waiting for the water to get hot. Never thinking about the HPT or the fact that it would ever show anything (after all, it was old and they never had before), I turned and looked at it one last time before I jumped in the shower. There were two pink lines!!!!! I thought I was seeing something and I rubbed my eyes and looked again. Again, there they were. I stood there in utter disbelief and just started to cry and smile at the same time. Could it be? Really? I was pregnant? with the pregnancy test in one hand, I opened the door and went to wake up Billy. "Honey, honey, wake up" I said, shaking him. He immediately jumped up and said "What's wrong?!" I continued to show him and we both just hugged each other and stood there staring at the test. I also took a picture message of it and sent it to my Mother. I called her a few minutes later and with it being 6 am, she was so worried. She thought I had surely started my period and the impending negative result from the IVF was coming. Needless to say, she was stunned when I told her, she was not expecting good news!

I went to my old Dr's office in Birmingham to have my blood drawn. I found myself again, in school, waiting on that phone call. I was so nervous really not knowing which way to lean -- do I believe the HPT or was it old and a false positive? Even though Maryland had been a great experience, I knew there was a great possibility the IVF had not worked again. But I did have the reassurance of 5 more tries with Dr. Levy and I loved him so much, I didn't mind having to go back up there for another round. I walked into lunch with my class, cell phone in hand. Of course, my 2 precious teacher friends knew what today was and when my phone started to vibrate, I looked down and it was Maryland calling. I yelled to Kelli --"Can you watch my kids? of course, knowing the importance, she jumped up to help. I ran outside and answered.

My nurse on the other end continued like so many times before, "Well, we received your bloodwork results from Birmingham." There was a pause and I thought my chest was going to explode. She said "you're pregnant! and not only are you pregnant, you beta number is 940." I just can't really describe that moment standing there outside our school lunchroom. I felt like I was flying. Not only was I pregnant -- I was REALLY pregnant! My number was so high and especially for me, it was, by far the highest number I had ever gotten on my initial beta test.

The next few days were filled with anxiety as we waited to see my numbers double and triple. They did exactly what they needed to do and 2 weeks later we went in for my ultrasound. There were two sacs, 2 embryos and 2 strong heartbeats!!! We were having twins. Wow. Not only did the Lord bless us, he blessed us with two babies.

The past few months have been filled with and continue to be filled with more anxiety as we wait on the milestones of pregnancy. So far everything is going great, but I know it can all be taken away in a heartbeat. Although the journey was the most difficult time of my life thus far, God has blessed us exponentially.

I can't end this post without recognizing the 2nd most important player in this whole equation. My mother is the unsung hero of it all. I can't thank her enough for her patience, love and understanding through everything. She was my cheerleader, my support group, my pseudo RE, and research guru. I couldn't have done any of this without her. I could write for days and never thank her enough. Thank you Mom! I also can't thank my Mom without recognizing my husband in all this as well. Billy dealt with the craziness that comes from IVF drugs, my fits, my depression. He was always there to listen or to plan with me. He too was my cheerleader. He knew I could do this and as hard as it was on him, he said the hardest part was watching me endure it all. He hated giving me shots, he hated watching me cry when the negative results came. They say infertility either drives you apart or pulls you together and I'm happy to say we are stronger because of our journey. Thank you Billy for being you.

Looking back, I see God's hand through it all and I continue to see His plan for me. I needed to grow in Him, I needed to see pain from the other side so that I might be more sympathetic to people and the problems we all face as human beings. I learned I need more patience. I learned to accept the forks in the road. I know I'll face so many more challenges in my life and I feel like I'm more equipped to handle those challenges. I feel closer to our God. Even though at times I was SO mad at Him I couldn't talk to Him. I went for months not talking to Him. I know now, even though we're mad and don't understand, He is there.

I never understood the "peace that passes all understanding" until now. He provided that peace for me so many times throughout this process, especially after the 1st IVF. I needed Him and He was there. Above all, I feel connected to a God that loves me despite all my flaws and has plans for me, so that I may have a fulfulling life in Him. Thanks be to God for all our blessings.

I'm sorry this got to be so winded, but I'm glad I remembered so many details. It will be a great story to show the twins some day. They have already changed our lives! I'm sure there are many more chapters to come.

Much love to all and Merry Christmas --

I'll keep you posted on our progress. Please keep up in your prayers for happy, healthy babies in the spring.

Chapter 4

2008-12-14T05:23:00.000-08:00

Ok I promise this story is nearing the end!

Since we had invested in the 2-round IVF package at ART in Birmingham, we still had another IVF to go. After a couple of months of recovery, we geared up for another IVF. I went through all the shots and ultrasounds. This time they retrieved 18 eggs! A much better response than the first round. I ended up having 12 embryos make it to the transfer day. We felt like we were rich with embryos! They transferred the best 2 and we left, this time refusing the complimentary bear. After the transfer, we learned none of our "left over" embryos made it to freeze. This left just the one frozen embryo from the first round of IVF. During the 2WW, I let myself believe it just may have worked this time. I also kept my wits about me and I knew it could go either way, a negative was a probable outcome as well. The beta test day came and I got a call in the afternoon. It was negative. I was much better equipped to deal with the news this time. Of course, I was so upset, mostly because, I thought, wow, I really may never be a mother. I had been through 2 failed IVFs. Does that ever happen? I had to start rethinking my life. What next? Adoption? I was pretty lost.

After our 2st IVF, I needed our Lord, I reached out to Him, I held Him close. It was so comforting to know He was there and I drew peace from it. For the 2nd IVF, I started to make Him promises, I thought I knew what He was trying to show me. I had a clear view of the life I was meant to lead and the family I was meant to raise in Him. I got it! I was prepared. I prayed regularly and told Him about my vision for my future and that I was prepared now for this child, finally for my family. So after the 2nd IVF came back negative, I was SO confused. Why had He let me down again? I know what I am supposed to do , who I'm supposed to be. Why would He do this? I struggled with these questions over the days that followed our 2nd negative result. At this point, I was worn out. I had been poked and prodded and I felt like a pin cushion, not to mention my spirit was crushed.

Of course, we did still have 1 frozen embryo from our 1st IVF. Could this really be our miracle? We had one last chance and holding on to hope, I started to believe, that embryo was going to be our child.

Every time you do an IUI or IVF, you have to wait a month in between starting any new protocol. So, since our last negative, I had been relaxing, meeting my friends for dinner and wine and enjoying not being pregnant the best I could. About 2 weeks later, I got up on a Friday morning and got ready for school. It was SAT week and this was the last day! We work all year to get these 3rd graders ready for their 1st SAT experience. It's a big milestone and basically signals the end is near! After I was ready, I sat down to eat a bowl of cereal and I felt a sharp pain in my side. At the time, it was nearly 2 weeks after my negative IVF result and I thought, well, this must be normal ovulation pains. I felt the sharp pain again and all the sudden I couldn't finish my cereal. I was nauseous and ran to the bathroom. In the bathroom I doubled over in pain. I could barely walk, but I got to Billy and woke him up. For the next few minutes, Billy was on the phone with my mother and I was trying to figure out a way to get to school. I HAD to be there. There are state laws that require the teacher to be present during SATs, etc (I found out later it just has to be a certified teacher). When the pain would pass, I could stand up finally and I thought --ok, I'm better. I called school and told them what was going on. Of course, they told me NOT to come in, but I was trying anyway. When I hung up the phone, the pain got so much worse. I told Billy something was wrong and we got in the car and headed to my fertility Dr's office at the hospital. I called on the way and told the nurse I thought I was having some sort of post reaction to the IVF drugs, maybe a hyper stimulation in my ovaries. My right side was KILLING me and making me so nauseous.

When we arrived, they took me immediately to a room. The nurse did an ultrasound and my ovaries looked normal. No hyper stimulation, as I had thought. There was, however, some fluid behind my right ovary. The nurse said it looked like an appendicitis. Well, that's just great. On top of everything else I've had to go through, I would have to have surgery! I couldn't believe it, but I was relieved to know that's all it was. The lab tech came in to take my temperature and confirm a fever (a classic sign of appendicitis). I had no fever. This was very confusing to everyone. So, the nurse came in and said they would have to take blood to know for sure what was happening. It sill never dawned on me, what they were actually doing. I had the blood work done and they moved us to another room to wait. We waited and waited. I was in terrible pain, but Friday is surgery day for the Dr.s and they were all tied up. The nurse would not give me any information and they said a Dr. would have to see me. After a couple of hours, Dr. Houserman came in the room. She said, in a very soothing voice, "the blood work came back and the beta is 416." What!!!!???? Beta? Who ever tested my beta numbers and why? I'm not pregnant, we proved that 2 weeks ago with a negative beta test after my IVF. So now all the sudden my heart almost came out of my chest as I thought -- I'm pregnant!!! Dr. Houserman continued to explain it was an ectopic pregnancy. With the beta numbers that low, 4 weeks after the IVF transfer, there's no way it's a viable pregnancy.

I turned my face from her as she explained and I started to cry. I never do this in public and never in front of the doctor, but I was in shock and devastated. Billy came over to the bed immediately when he saw me crying. He was so confused, he didn't know what she was telling us, but I did. She informed me I would need emergency surgery that day and the nurse would be in to take me to the OR soon. She quickly left and Billy held me while I fell apart. All I was thinking is -- I'm pregnant right now, this is the most I've ever been pregnant. Not since the failure of the 1st IVF had I been so inconsolable. I tried, through my broken breaths to explain to Billy what was happening. He got so angry (at the situation, not me!). He was so worried all day.

The nurse came and put me in a wheelchair and we went down to be prepped for surgery. By this point, my mother was on her way. I waited an eternity, which my sister let everyone know was very dangerous in my situation. Apparently an ectopic can rupture and people have died from complications before. Of course, they weren't telling me this, but in hindsight, I could see the fear on my mom, sister and Billy's faces while we waited. Finally they took me back. The surgery went well and Dr. Houserman did not have to remove my fallopian tube. The ectopic was sitting on the outside of the ovary and tube and was able to easily be removed.

I was home by 6pm, stunned by what had taken place that day. I sent my mother home (after much convincing). After all, I had been through this surgery (laproscapy) with my endometriosis surgery and I knew what to expect. Marty came and spent the night and tried to keep my mind off the day's events. The pain pills helped too I guess.

Needless to say, in the weeks that followed, I felt completely lost. An ectopic pregnancy resulting from an IVF has a less than 1% chance of happening. Why would God allow this to happen to me? I already had my negative result and it was almost like He was throwing salt on the wound. I started to get angry. Angry at the situation and angry at Him for allowing it to happen. I didn't care anymore. I wanted nothing to do with talking about infertility or what I was going to do next. I was DONE.

Christmas Pics

2008-12-09T16:30:00.000-08:00

Against my better judgement, I'm going to post a couple of pics b/c so many people have asked to see the "bump." Well, as you can tell, it's definitely a BUMP...safe to say I'll be HUGE by the end of this thing. Oh well, small price to pay - huh?

Chapter 3

2008-12-08T14:23:00.000-08:00

Before I start this chapter, I have an update on the twins. We had our targeted ultrasound today and everything looked great. The Dr. said "I just can't find anything wrong with these kids!" Billy and I are, of course, so thankful. We have been blessed beyond our wildest dreams so far....and we continue to pray for these twins to be healthy and happy.

Hopefully the fertility story only has 3 more chapters..here's Chapter 3!

Chapter 3

My initial IVF meeting with the nurse took 3 hours. It took so long b/c IVF is such an involved process, it's overwhelming to say the least. I left the office in tears. There was no way I was going to be abe to do this. It required visits to the office every two days, if not daily, for two weeks. How in the world was I supposed to be a new teacher in a new school and pull this off? There's no way! Again, my cheerleaders, my mother and Billy, said, "we can do it, someway, somehow, we can do it." I ended up telling my principal about my plans and she was fine with my absence. Again, God's bigger plan was always working. When I got the job the summer before, I actually wanted another job that called 5 minutes after my principal now. I went with Irondale because they called first and they have been such a blessing through the hardest time of my life. Thank you Lord for your hand in all things! The secretary at our school took my children and kept them for anywhere from 15-45 minutes, until I could make it to school after my 7:00am appts. Everyday! Again, WHAT A BLESSING! No one ever questioned me and it made things SO much easier.

Ok, so I had started the IVF process and I could do it after all. I don't know why I didn't learn by now, but again, I thought, THIS will work. I mean, they are taking my eggs out, fertilizing them, and then putting them back in. There is NO way this won't work. I went through all the shots, and all the ultrasounds. Everything was going beautifully. Retrieval day was finally upon us! Very exciting! Billy and I went in, I was taken to surgery and they ended up retrieving 7 eggs. At the time we thought this was pretty good, but in actuality it was a low response. Probably due to too much suppression (Lupron). I forgot to mention, before the IVF process even begins, you are thrown into a drug enduced menopause. Scary! That's the "suppression" part of the process. The next part of the IVF process is grueling. It's the waiting game. You wait on a phone call everyday, initially to tell you if the eggs ever fertilized normally. In the 4 days after that, you wait to hear if they are still growing or if they in fact died overnight. Talk about stress when the phone rings! We were very blessed, 100% fertilized normally and ALL 7 embryos made it to day 5! It was really unheard of...a wonderful response as far as the embryos were concerned. We were on cloud 9. Transfer day came and oh the excitement! Dr. Houserman (my Dr.) did my transfer, and in her words, "it went beautifully." Billy, of course, was by my side and Dr. Houserman grabbed our hands after it was over and said, "Well, I think you just got pregnant!" Of course, we did too! Everything had gone perfectly. On our way out, the nurse gave us a picture of our transferred embryos and a stuffed bear with an ART (Alabama Reproductive Technology) t-shirt on. "It's the baby's first gift, from us, of course," she said. I thought it was a little hokey, but at the same time thought, wow, it IS the baby's first gift, I'll treasure it ALWAYS. It will be such a great story for our child.

So the dreaded 2WW (2 week wait) began. I began to analyze every twinge, every feeling. In the wait, we also learned they were able to freeze one of my embryos. Wonderful! Future baby, I thought. We finally made it to the beta test day. I was so nervous, exited, but nervous. Again, I was at school and kept coming back to my cell phone to check if the nurse had called. No call. I waited, no call. 3 o'clock came, no call. Finally, about 3:30, the nurse called and informed me the number again was a 9. Neither negative, nor positive. YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! This time my mother, becoming rather callosed to the situation as well, was not as positive about the outcome. It would most likely be another miscarriage. I went in a couple of days later to re-test and the number had actually fallen to 6. It ended up being a chemical pregnancy. A negative.

I was crushed. It's hard to even think back to the days that followed. I was inconsolable, I felt crazy. It didn't help that in what would be the baby's room, sat the STUPID stuffed bear from the Dr. I immediately got it and stuffed it in the trash, along with all my used needles, and unused medicine. I know I shouldn't have disposed of the needles that way, but I had to get rid of the reminders. The next morning was a Tuesday, trash day. Billy had taken the trash to the street like he always does. It was raining when I left for school and as I pulled out of the driveway that STUPID bear was wet and lying in the street. I know this is crazy, but I started laughing, I was so glad it was cold and wet....so I continued to run over it with my car. Needless to say, the drugs from IVF make you a little crazy.

I couldn't talk to anyone but my mother and Billy. I was inconsolable. My best friends were worried, but I just couldn't face anyone. My mother took me to our cabin in Mentone that weekend. I think that is all I could have done. We cried A LOT. I'm crying now just thinking about it. But, Mentone is such a healing place. I know God is in that place, there's something Holy about it. I was comforted that weekend by the peace of God and of Mentone. Mom, of course, bought me anything I looked at. She was crushed as well and we held on the each other.

Looking back on it now, the reason I was so incredibly crushed was the hope that had been building ever since I decided to jump in and do Invitro. I know I knew IVF could in fact fail, but I guess I never accepted that fate for myself.

Until now, I had been somwhat ambivilant about my relationship with God through this struggle. As with any extreme adversity, I finally turned to Him for help. I hate it took this long for me to realize or that I had to hit rock bottom before I finally realized I needed our Lord, but it did and now I was in desperate need of His peace. I prayed and prayed and prayed. Mostly I prayed for Him to just be with me, heal me, make me whole again. Of course, I questioned Him as well, but the whole time, I trusted He had a bigger plan for me. I prayed for the strength to endure it. My favorite verse became Isiah 41:10 -- "Fear not, for I am with you...." I would repeat it to myself over and over again during the day and night.

After my 1st IVF, I met and started an email friendship with Danielle. She had recently lost her first baby at 20 weeks due to pre-term labor and other complications. Although our stories were so different, our pain was so deep and we connected over it. She made such a difference in my life at that point. We often spoke about our relationship with God and where it was going or what we should be feeling, etc. Talking and emailing out those feelings was very cathartic and inspirational for both of us. I think we drew strength from God and each other during that time. My friends were such a God-send as well. They worked to keep me busy and my mind occupied. I thank God for my sweet friends. I dare say some of those "pity" parites and trips were some of the most fun we've ever had (and that's hard to do with our group!) Love you girls!

At the time, I started to believe I was doing something (or had done something) to deserve this pain. Why me? Was I not deserving? I came to realize, or rather believe, that God allows things to happen to us in order to mold or shape the person we are supposed to be. This struggle changed me. It molded me and Billy into the parents we are supposed to be. It must be so hard for God to allow us to endure such pain, all the time, knowing He has great things in store. I guess that's the biggest lesson from it all -- there is a plan, as cliche as it may be, it's true.

We rested and tried to prepare ourselves for yet another round of IVF.....chapter 4 next.

Chapter 2

2008-11-30T05:57:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the delay....we had a wonderful Thanksgiving and I've been out-of-pocket for the past week. I did however finish our "story." Here's Chapter 2....

The next year and a half of infertility is a little of a blur and definitely the most difficult part of our journey. It consisted of countless doctors visits, blood tests, IUIs, IVFs, etc.... I would usually try and make an early morning appt., before school. This makes for a very long day and I grew to loathe the office here in Birmingham, even though I know they tried. The repeated negative results and feelings that ensued formed my opinion quickly.

I'll stop jumping ahead of myself. After my initial endometriosis surgery, we were filed with hope for a quick pregnancy. After all, those are all the stories you hear. You know -- how you are most fertile after a surgery, etc. We decided to try a clomid driven IUI. The clomid would help me produce eggs, the IUI would be a better shot at a pregnancy. Again, I thought, this will work. Needless to say -- negative.

The RE suggested we move on to injectables. Whoa! This was the big guns. Shots? I've never been able to take shots, much less in my stomach. I thought, well, time to buck up, I can do this. So I started Follistim, which are small, insulin size shots in the fat part of your stomach. Not bad at all! I was surprised. Everything went as expected. Two eggs grew and we did an IUI. I never expected it to work because I had never had one work before. I booked a trip to New Yourk with some girls for a birthday. It was a great distraction and when I returned I went to my scheduled appt for blood work. This was 2 weeks later and they tested my Beta hCG number for pregnancy. I was in my classroom and the phone rang....the Dr.s office. My heart started pounding, do I answer during class? Can I stand not to answer? I quickly gave my students a project and went into the hallway. I answered. The nurse on the other end sounded grim. "Well," she explained, "the number is 11." What does that mean? Am I pregnant? She continued to explain how a egative was anything below 5, while a positive was anything above 20. You have to be kidding, I thought, neither negative, not positive. Of couse, this was the most I had ever been pregnant, so I was very positive about the future. They asked me to come back in 3 days and re-test. Of course, I did. Billy and I left for the beach that day after the test, and to my surprise, the nurse called while we were in the car. This time, it was my favorite nurse. The number had jumped to 135!!!! Remember 20 was positive. Of course, I had to ask, "does this mean I'm pregnant?" and she said "most definitely!" We met one of our best couple friends at the beach that weekend. They just happened to be pregnant. Dawn and I were thrilled to be pregnant together. She gave me all kinds of advice and it was so fun to just do nothing and embrace finally being pregnant. When we returned, I went in on Tuesday for another beta test.

That day my number came back at 235. It had not doubled at all for the amount of time since the last beta test. Not a good sign. My Mom and I fretted over this result. She kept her positivity, telling me this CAN happen. Her research showed it was not a likely viable pregnancy, but there were definitely women who had these numbers and had gone on to deliever healthy babies. We hoped and prayed, but when I went in for another beta test, the number had gone down. It was a miscarriage. My first....it was very difficult to go back now. Now I was back to not being pregnant again.

We went on to try 3 more follistim/IUI rounds with no results. During the last IUI, Dr. Honea suggested we consider moving on to IVF. What a blow. The injectables, the "Big Guns,"as I thought didn't work. It finally stared to sink in , I AM an infertility patient. Wow. It was very hard to finally admit it to myself, but there I was facing Invitro Fertilization.

Having children is one of those milestones of life. Along with dreaming of my wedding dress, I had always loved to name my children. I've always thought of myself with children. I never once dreamt I would be the one to have to do IVF. That's the stuff you hear about on television or from a friend of a friend. It's not something that happens to me or any of my friends. Maybe if we were 40, but we're not, we're 29. Why is this happening?

After I accepted my fate and my mother had talked me off the ceiling about the price of the 2 round IVF package in Birmingham, Billy and I decided to move on. Of course, at this point, I knew I had been through my struggle with infertility, I had felt the pain of a miscarriage, the pain of repeated negative results and I began to talk to the Lord about my concerns and longings for children. I felt like I deserved this. Why? I don't know why I ever felt so entitled. Maybe because, throughout my life, I've not had much struggle, everything has been quite easy. I started to pray, but I was praying with a sense of entitlement at the time. Looking back I know He wasn't done with my "lesson" just yet. We spent the next couple of months recovering from the IUIs and gearing up for our 1st IVF.

Chapter 1

2008-11-16T05:55:00.000-08:00

This is the day that the Lord hath made.....

I love that song/verse. My Dad used to sing it every Sunday morning when we were getting ready for church. Usually I'm singing it in my head on Sunday mornings now too.

I feel rather happy today and thankful today. What's there not to be happy about? The Crimson Tide is undefeated, the weather is beautiful, the list goes on.... So, as promised, I'm going to try and retace my steps through infertility as well as the spiritual journey I unknowingly took at the same time. I really wish I had kept a journal of feelings through it all b/c I tend to forget pain easily. Since SO much happened over such a long time, I'll have to do chapters -- here's Chapter 1.

In 2004, my sister had a baby. Oh that baby boy! I had no idea how much he would change my life. I guess he started immediately b/c before he was even born, Billy and I decided it was time for us to start a family as well. As Jay's birth came and went, I began to think somthing might be wrong. I spoke with my OBGYN about the issue and I was blindly put on clomid. I was thrilled and excited that this would finally be the answer. A couple of months came and went...nothing. With each passing month, my anxiety grew.

At this point, my Mother became increasingly concerned. Actually, she "knew" before I even asked for Clomid, urging me to see the RE (Reproductive Endocrinologist). I truly believe in a Mother's intuition now. Shomehow she "knew" something was drastically wrong. Mom would tirelessly search the internet on what she thought I might have....Endometriosis. Is she crazy? I thought. No one in my family has endometriosis. She's nuts.

Mom has a not so subtle way of pushing you to do things you might not want to do, but maybe something you need to do. In this case, she pushed me (kicking and screaming) into seeing the RE. I thought it was insane, but to please her, I went. I remember sitting in the waiting room, slightly embarrassed thinking, "This is ridiculous, I'm not like these people, I don't need this." Billy was sitting beside me, always calming me down, telling me there was absolutely NO reason to be embarrased. After all, this was the doctor's office. I can't begin to describe how wonderful he's been through this process...but more on that later, I'm sure!

They finally called my name and Billy and I went to talk to Dr. Houserman. She explained the in's and out's of infertility. What might be wrong, etc. I sat there, still thinking -- "This is insane, why am I here?" At the very end of our conversation, I mentioned a very small symptom of endometriosis I dealt with occasionally (I had NO other symptom at all), but I made sure to say -- "I really don't think it's anything to worry about." She immediately put me in a room and did an ultrasound. I can remember the ultrasound tech being VERY confused by my ultrasound. After it was over, the nurse said, "wait here, I'll be back." I sat at the cracked door and listened to her conversation -- "I've never seen anyting like this," she continued.

At this point, panic set in. Dr. Houserman called us back in her office and told us there was some sort of cyst or tumor in my uterus. Her guess was that it was an endometrioma, resulting from endometriosis, but she couldn't be sure until I went into surgery.

So, surgery it was. I was nervous, but a little excited, again thinking "this will be it, this will be my cure." Of couse, now I started to think my Mom really might be "psychic." She knew I had endometriosis.

In December '06, I had sugery and Dr Houserman removed an endometrioma the size of a baseball, plus stage 3 and 4 endometriosis (there are 4 stages of endometriosis, with stage 4 being the most severe). Mom was right! and I was relieved. It was over and now it would be our time to have a family.

If I only could have known -- it was just the beginning.

Sweet Feet!

2008-11-13T16:56:00.000-08:00

If you ever need to get the word out, tell Carlie! hahaha. I know you love news, Carls, and thanks for sharing it with everyone for me. It's so good to hear from y'all Betsy, Katie and Kathleen!! How fun. Hope you all are doing well. If I ever figure this thing out, I guess y'all have blogs too? I would love to see them. If you can't tell, I'm a little computer illiterate, but I'm trying.

I wanted to share the sweetest pic in the whole world above. It's the sweet little feet of "twin A," otherwise known as -- the girl. I thought it was the most perfect pic.

Other than the usual around here, I'm so very excited for my friend Danielle. She's reached 29 weeks!!! Most of you know and are praying for Blake and Danielle everyday. It's nothing short of amazing that she is 29 weeks and counting. Please continue to pray for peace and continued days with no (official) labor.

Happy weekend to all.....

Best of both worlds

2008-11-11T16:50:00.000-08:00

What a great day. Any day off from work is always a good day. Today, of course, was Veteran's day and school was out. Very random to just be off on a Tuesday, but maybe it will break up the week nicely.

My big news today was my Dr. appt. I was thrilled when Dr. Kimberlin decided to do an ultrasound today. I was not supposed to have one until 20 weeks, so it was a great surprise. I can officially announce, we will be having a Boy and a Girl!!!!!!! Of course, we had an idea, but it was great to get confirmation. Everything seems to real now and I feel SO incredibly blessed. It still seems so unreal that this is actually happening to me. I almost feel guilty. My mind wanders to all those women going through infertility and dealing with the negatives. I don't think I'll ever shake the pit in my heart for couples like us. Miracles do happen though!!! and they can happen to you too!!! I never thought I would be the one to get to say it, but it's true.

Much love to everyone....

Say Hello

2008-11-06T15:35:00.000-08:00

to the twins that is! These are the last pictures we have. This is from 12 weeks. I would love to see some now, but I guess we have to wait a few more weeks for any new ones.

I think they are really cute though!!

I'm a lucky devil!

2008-11-03T16:55:00.000-08:00

As you might imagine, my Halloween was rather uneventful, but I like to live vicariously through Billy Gant at times like these. He, of course, had big plans. The Innisfree crew got together and decided to be wrestlers from the 80's. Think Rowdy Roddy Piper, Rick Flair (Billy), Junkyard Dog, Coco Beware (Ken), and Macho Man Randy Savage (Billy D). Even though I did used to watch the soapopera that was WWF in the 80's, I still thought this was a rather strange idea. But it was the brainchild of Billy G and Billy D, and if you've ever been witness to one of the "scenarios," it makes perfect sense. Well, I was wrong and the whole night turned out to be hilarious. Everyone went all out with their costumes, they built a wrestling ring and were interviewed as their "character." Billy said it was a fun night and the pics are so funny.

Ally took part as a "lucky devil." She likes Halloween about as much as I do, so needless to say, she was not thrilled about her costume and the pics show it.

The rest of the weekend was great. I'm enjoying the weather. My sister says she loves fall b/c it always "feels like settling in." That's what this weekend felt like I guess -- it was so nice.

Some people have asked me to write our infertility story and I'm working on it. When I started writing, I realized how much it included, so it's going to have to be in "chapters." Chapter 1.....coming soon!

D.C.

2008-10-28T17:45:00.000-07:00

I'm checking to see if I can add photos. Here are a few of our pics from the Washington D.C. trip. We had a great time despite being there for medical reasons. Since it was only the two of us, there are only "one at a time" shots. We went to the Museum of Natural History and the National Archives this day. I loved going back and also getting to show Billy. It was his first time to D.C. Needless to say, it is a special place in both our hearts now! We love D.C. (specifically Rockville, Maryland).

Hellooooooooooooooooooo

2008-10-28T15:24:00.000-07:00

Hi Everyone! I've branched into blogging, I guess? For now, it's just my stance against Facebook(I refuse!) and an attempt to hopefully share our lives with friends and family.

My first post is dedicated to our very exciting news. Everyone checking this blog probably already knows, but I'll say it anyway because it's fun! Billy and I are expecting (the "expecting" is for you Martha). It was an awfully difficult journey to this point and one which so many of you knew way too well. I'm sure I'll write more on the "journey" later because it did forever change me, and I would love to be some sort of support for other couples dealing with infertility. For now though, I'm enjoying our news!

Well, I'll keep this short for the first post, but I promise much more later! I'm going to try and figure out how to make this thing a little less unsightly.